Dudeeeeee, so all my friends are getting into a new college for their post grad but me. I feel so dumb. Even though my score is a 9.9 cgpa! There’s something really wrong i’m doin. I fell today and i am not getting in colleges, i feel like the universe is against me. Also, i’m single. Earlier i was smart, single and a cool aunt. Now after coming back to college, i feel like i’m a dumb, lonely and again dumb single bish. 

College

Aaj kuch Acha nahi hai😔

Chalo so jate haan.
Gn. 

Anxiety

any counsellor here who can help me? please delete the post if its in appropriate. i am married for 5 years before that we were in relationship for 4 years. things have not been so good between us since beginning . yesterday i found packet of con*** in his car and one was used from the packet he bought this packet when i was at my moms place for 2 months now he says he used it alone in his personal time. i dont know how to believe this because why would a person use it when he is alone? i am feeling completely broken now. we were planning for a child and now after seeing this i dont feel like having a child. i dont want to bring someone on this planet and make him or suffer in the hands of a man like my husband.

Stress

Just a thought......
Why to cage someone? Why there is a need to cage someone. Why do we have this feeling to be around a person all the time. 

It's because we don't trust them. We feel like the moment we give them freedom they will find someone better than us and they will leave us. 

And you don't want to get hurt by that. You don't want to face that feeling of broken hearted and feeling of being left alone so we do all in power to stop that from happening.

But let me ask you a question. Is it really worth it. You can't run after a person like that. You can't be around a person always. 
One of the biggest mistakes that we as an individual make is making our partner's life our own. 

Make your own life amazing. So that when people see your they wish to be a part of yours. 
Make your life happening. You will ask me how can we do that. Learn new skills, upgrade your skills that you already have. Make changes in your life that make you grow.

You can do all this and make your life amazing. And if you can't or just don't want to.... Then ....... Well it's just a thought. 

Hustle

A pro tip for positivity- avoid caring about celebrities beyond their movies. Don't stan them for their opinions or for who they seem to be in front of the camera or in reality shows. You might end up being hurt and disillusioned. In the showbiz industry, nobody has a golden heart. It's all meanness and pettiness out there- just in varying degrees. All that glitters isn't gold.  Even reality shows are different from what they actually are in reality, don't fall for them. Anything that brings revenue will never depict the reality which more often than not, is dull and uninteresting. So stay away from fanwars and avoid jeopardizing your own career, future, mental health or even time for a celebrity. They aren't worth it, trust me.
Stay positive.
Love and hugs!!

Mental Wellbeing

Anyone up? 

3am Thoughts

Do you miss me like i do? 

Confusion

**If you are looking for a sign this is for you**
Listen..
" Maybe you're not healing because you're trying to be who were before the incidence that happened in the past , that person doesn't exist anymore , cause there's a new you trying to be born . Breathe life into that person"
- unknown

Could someone give feedback as how others will react if I submit an essay like this
Reflect an idea or experience that makes you genuinely excited about learning.
March 14, year 2017
You never finish what you start.
You will drop out of your Olympiad, just wait and see.
I hung up. Tears come down my cheeks.
That was my dad who was supposed to be praising me for my Olympiad award.
Do fathers hold more precious place in a daughter’s life than mothers do? 
I believed so and felt incomplete.
I started juxtaposing my life with my peers’; I would go through all of these hypothetical scenarios in my mind thinking, “If my dad were around, could I be like all of the other children?” 
    No.
False hope is an unnecessary accessory. 
And I am no longer crying now…
I have abandoned the labels that previously confined me and I took back control of my own life. This experience makes me fiercely excited about learning. Because it is me who chooses what I can or cannot do. It is me who chooses who I am.
 Or at least this thought makes me take education and life seriously. With this thought, I create power to fight.
My mum says she is proud that her daughter studies at the most privileged school in the city. She reminds me to keep my head high. And I am proud. 
I did not leave my Olympiad but there are have been multiple times when I should, could and must have… 
But I never did.
I combat the hardships that are sent my way. 


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