Don't waste words on people who deserve your silence. Sometimes, the most powerful thing you can say, is nothing at all.

Life

STOP HIS LAUGH IS SO CUTE.

Crush

People be like:
Stay away from toxic people who put you down, insult you whenever they see you, stay away if you have to explain about you, ignore or don't give a damm...

Here me: Dude I live in thier house😞

Exhausted

The person you love the most will leave you one day better to learn how to live without them ☺️



3am Thoughts

Anyone here who got into relationship with their therapist🥺?

Love

I am really done with them. My family messed up my emotional and mental health so much that I still am not able to find out what I want to do, In fact I don't want to do anything but want an end of my life can't do by myself so just waiting . Since I was a kid I got emotionally and mentally abused and got beaten up a lot being a weak and easy target to get their anger resolved. But what about me? I am finished.
From outside everything looks fine that I am a professional Masters gratuate but I took admissions in college just to not stay at home and ignore them by my study excuses but no It's completely messed up now. 
Neither did I heal but my situation got worse and worse over years nor did I was able to study properly coz that wasn't even my interest, It was just a reason to run away from my actual problems and fuck I am nothing today but a mental person without having any job ofc coz I am not able to study and prepare myself for the screening test and interviews. Maybe this can look like an excuse but this is all after my self reflection and self analysis I found out that deeply I am not healed and it was causing me disturbances over the years that I wasn't even aware of nor did anyone else told me that something is wrong with me, tho I think they must have noticed but ignored and I need help. So still I don't think I am gonna healed through help also it will mess me more if I won't get the right one. So still I have to deal with this people daily and wait for a magic to happen lol ik it won't but just waiting to get out of this place asa I get a job so I can start my life from 0 and ofc get help.
So, if you reached till here, I really appreciate for your patience.
Thanks for reading!!
Good day/night :)


Family

There comes a time when you realize it the hard way that all your battles are your own. You gotta win or lose just by yourself only. No one's gonna take that pain of defeat or the joy of triumph. It's just you in the end either waving your flag with your head held high or hanging dead in the pangs of reality.

I wanna vent. 

“You will never be able to love anybody else until you love yourself.”

Anybody up?

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