Don't want to do anything like I don't feel interest in it... is it laziness or I don't get what I want that's why I feel like that?...
Do you also feel like that?!!!

Stress

Hi to everyone reading it. It's my first time using any such platform.

Adulting is soo hard. We loose soo many close friends that we thaught will always be there for us. I feel like talking to someone, pouring my heart out... but then just stop before calling or texting anyone... I am scared they will judge me. I feel like keeping things to myself, but honestly it's hampering my mental health. Why is adulthood soo hard.? being a girl who use to describe everything of my life to people, is now not able to speak about myself to anyone, it's hard to believe. I wish all these problems and trauma I am going through passes quickly. Coz it's getting difficult for me to take it anymore.

Thankyou for listening.

Adulting

Being highly sensitive isn't a blessing, it's a curse :)

Anxiety

Tbh i feel like disappearing i hope i can die i hope i can be gone forever maybe that's gonna make everything right everyone will be happy. 

Frustration

I'm surrounded by my friends and loved ones but I still feel like there's this void in my heart and I feel something's missing and I don't feel at peace. 

Lonely

I feel regret because I haven't been able to give much time to my friends and family lately. ive been so busy with my work, and its not even like I do it on purpose. when I come back home, I want to sit with them and have long conversations about my day, about theirs. I feel regret because I am not able to do that out of the amount od exhaustion. ive been waking up at 7 am to go to work . a two hour commute almost. then I get free at 7 pm and I am home by 9 pm. if there's anything I want to do also, I cant do it because if I am not aseep by 11 pm, I am not able to wake up at 7 am the next day. my whole day at work becomes overshadowed by my lack of sleep and tiredness. I feel regret that something like this is taking over my personal lofe, and I cant do anything about it at all. I mean I cant leave my job right? I cant even completely abandon my family and friends. ive been just half assing everything in my life because of this now. work is being half assed and even the time i give to my family and friends is being half assed. i try my best to fuly mentally be present, but i keep zoning out and dozong off at the dining table because of work exhaustion. having panic attacks every night. I dont know what to do.

Life

I am feeling sad and overwhelmed. 

Hi there,
Every ending is a new beginning, Trust it.

Affirmations

I am scared of living life, when I was depressed I felt like it was a comfort zone, like a safety blanket, because I couldn't do most of the things because It was hard for me to do things like wake up , eat, take care of myself, I've worked really hard to be in a much better place now, Focus on eating good, sleeping good, working, being organize and I am proud of everything I acomplished because I did it on my own, but outside of the funtional things of life, I am scared of living life like having fun or dating etc in social interactions I feel really bad it makes me want to go back to my safety numb sad blanked but I stop myslef because I know that I feel so much better now and I am not giving up on everything I worked, but is really hard I don't want to live my life just on the funtional  side 

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