Don't let your heart out to someone who would never understand how it feels when it's crushed. 


3am Thoughts

I'm stress with everything..just wanted to let it out...I'm stress with how I'm not intelligent enough to understand what teacher said...I'm stress of my parents putting too much pressure on me just because their older son didn't became what they want... I'm stress of being in this toxic household...I'm trying to act like I'm happy..making up the good mood for the household to be more lighter.. I'm tired of putting a mask acting like I'm happy and okay with everything...stress is eating me up..I'm afraid soon enough I stop being the usual me and fell into depression.. 
I really want to stop giving shit to people I care because they don't fucking care about how I feel...
I'm burn out and I think I'm a failure with how much my exam mark was.

This one a cute one frfr

Relationships

𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 “𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍“ 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎,𝚒𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚢. 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏.
(𝙰𝚖 𝙸 𝚊 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗? 𝙳𝚘𝚕𝚕? 𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎?)
•𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎,𝚜𝚊𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎,𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕• 𝙸’𝚖 𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚍. 
𝙸 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙴! 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝙿𝙿𝚈 𝙼𝙴! 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙵𝚁𝙸𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙻𝚈 𝙼𝙴!

Exhausted

Namste
How was ur day?

Acquaintance

I have dysthymia and no support living alone doing some work feeling helpless

Mental Illness

It’s finally over. Years of a hidden romance. The comfortable fantasy of us has shattered. I am left with the hard reality of meeting myself again for the first time. 
Hello, again. The feeling is bittersweet. 
My dad always told me life is a series of hellos and goodbyes. 

Memories flood back and the pain sets in. 
Some moments happy, but they ironically make me sad now. 
I hear your laugh echoing in the hallway, my phone buzzing with your calls. Ghosts of what once was. 
Silence screams and I am left again, with my own solidarity. 
Time to rebuild. 
Choke it down, push the memories aside, become cold; distant. 
Don’t be recognizable. 
Don’t be who We were. 

But…. is that me? 
To disregard everything we built and shame our history ? 
What a terrible loss. 

I choose to dance to the memory of us. 
A dwindled flame- once roaring with energy and exploration. 
A beautiful dance still, to it’s last. 

The lights turn off, the curtains close.
The buzz of silence quickly surrounds, almost an applause. 

I’ll remember you this way. 

Breakup

Someone knows what's the meaning of faint when u dream? Please coz today I dream twice but in different situations.

Dreams

So I’m in a friends with benefits kinda situation with my best friend who already has a girlfriend but we had mutually decided to keep this a secret coz we r really really happy. Though we r happy, is this right?

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