Dont know if i should be with my ex he’s a good man good values and loves me the most but still the relationship is getting toxic day by day...

We have alot of communication but no comprehension. He doesn’t understand me at all. 

Exactly dont know if I should move on or try harder...😞 its draining me 

I want to be with him coz i love him the most but my family wont allow age gap... but i also don’t want to be with him because of the way he treats me sometimes... 

Seriously take ur shit nd leave. If u cant help me or anyone pls dont do all this shit 

3am Thoughts

Is there really a love which is true ....not based on looks but for nature...not for lust...

Confusion

Really need to know does the victim of child abuse have more sexual urge 
I have been abused continuously when i was in primary school by different people and sometimes i feel like those traumas are the reason for my present day problems
After reading these lines im strongly believing those are the reason According to science, childhood sexually abused victims got to know about their sexual pleasure early in their life so it affects their adulthood sexual life and give anger issues

Anger Issues

Why he/she waste time and kills the feeling of him/her who is putting so much efforts to be with you.
If you don't want to be in a relationship and you know that he/she is very much interested in you, just tell them that we can't be in a relationship so that he/she will handle himself/herself before getting hurt very badly.

Love

The best relationships begin unexpectedly.

it's true when they say that love comes in unexpected ways. I was on my own, indifferent about love or relationship, but then, you came along and changed everything.

it all started from that one message you sent me and look where we are now, from waking up and checking my phone first thing in the morning to texting you late into the night, it's like my life completely revolves around you now.

you're always there at the back of my mind. i keep thinking what are you doing right now?

There is nothing about us that says that we might not work. But in the same way there is nothing about us that suggests that we would.

So let me just tell you, I'm in it till the end. You ask me which one we've had too many to count.

It's always unexpected, and maybe the fact that you didn't expect it was the reason it turned out just so right.

In the end all I want is to be with you. So how hard could it be? How about Very.

I am not feeling that great. Life seems to be going on in the same loop. I wake up try to figure out ways to be productive I try to be but I get lost along the day. I have tried explaining to people they just say become mentally strong all this is nothing you are not working hard. I know I am not but that's the loop. Plus I believe I am addicted to binge watching just to get my self to stop feeling this way. This feeling of either pain or emptiness. I told my friends thinking they might understand. They did they were sympathetic for a week and soon they forgot all about it. They never checked up on me, asked me how I was doing. Maybe it is wrong of me to expect them of that I don't know. I feel like I have no ambition in life. I don't know who I am or what I want to do. I don't want to die, I feel like it sometimes but then I think of all the experiences I haven't had in life. Like falling in love, having a child, watching northern  lights. RN I just need to get out of this mess I have created with myself. I just wanted someone to know I cried today that's all. 

Depression

I am planning to visit a therapist with my parents as i can't do it alone... But i wouldn't be able to share everything in front of my parents. What to do?

Anyone up right now? 

How much percentage of problems in normal life is due to EGO ?

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