Don't ever be afraid to show who you are, because as long as you are happy with yourself, no one else opinion matters.

Personal Growth

So yesterday I put some mascara on the hair above my lip to accentuate it so I had a mustache and I got so much gender euphoria but then my dad said it looked so fake and I had a breakdown and said anything was better than being a girl and my mom basically said “well you have girl anatomy, you look like a girl, you dress like a girl, nothing about you looks like or is a guy” and then had the NERVE to get mad at ME when I started fucking sobbing from the dysphoria and I was THIS CLOSE to calling the fucking suicide hotline or the trans lifeline or something because I fucking hate myself when I look in the mirror I just want to cut off my tits and rip off my face and replace it with a guy’s face and they don’t fucking get it and I just…hate it

LGBTQ

An old friend reminded me today that i deserved better. Shouldn't cry and gloom over a guy who doesn't care about my tears anymore. I think i am starting to see things in a better light. I deserved better and maybe he didn't deserve and was ready for my love.

Love

Dead

Acne

My boyfriend broke up with me. I really thought he is the one for me. What do I do now? I feel like I will never find love again. I still have feelings for him but he doesn't. I really feel depressed. I have given up on love. I don't know what will happen in future now.

Relationships

Someone that i can talk rn? any one?

3am Thoughts

are soulmates real? and do you think everyone will find theirs one day? 

What is virtual hug? Liks it's give the same relaxation or just an online sympathy.


Anxiety

What is this feeling when i still wanna love you, even though you lie straight to my face ?
Why do i wanna accept all your lies as truth and not believe her when she says he is her boyfriend as well for a year?
How to get rid of this denial phase cause its been a year and i still can't get over it?
Nor do i wanna get over it...I wanna believe he will be mine, he will understand someday. 
God give me strength to push him away cause my intuition tells me that he will be my biggest mistake in this life....I don't want to lose him.
Nor i want to get closer cause that will only burn me....I hate him for making me feel like this. Is he even responsible for all these feelings?
I wouldn't have loved him if he never came to me first....should i still fight to make you mine??
Even tho you chose another girl over me and that girl left you now. You went after another, but she was just gonna waste your time cause she was with 3 more guys.
Why don't you realise that its me?
The one that you really want?
The one that has always loved you, but you still end up hurting every time?
The one that cheers you up when you cry?
The one that can't say no to you even tho you did her so wrong?
When will you realise?
Why don't you change for the better?
Why can't you just settle for one???
The one you run back to when everything else goes wrong?
The one that never thought of anyone else other than you as her future?

I don't want to love you. Its something that i can't control anymore. But believe me, We will never be the same again. Nor i want to be with a cheater and a fuckboy like you

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