Does this happen to you,  tum kisi ki madat krna chahte ho lekin saamne wala smj nhi paata and woh madat rehti hi nhi, scene bann jata hai😶

Feels pathetic, I must say

Gave up on helping unless someone asks for it. 

3am Thoughts

"I don't want to live".
Kya jabardasti h hai jeena padega? 
Exiting everyday is a pain. And I don't  have a choice to die.

Life

Yeh Khaali pan,
yeh tere na hone ka ehsas,
Hmare sath hone wle din ka ehsas,
wo tere befikre andaaz,
lekin ab tera na hona pas deti h wahi ek Khaali pan ka ehsas,

Jalta hoon mai uss ladke se, jisne tujhe mujhse Cheena, 
lekin jb tk tu na chahti tujhe kaise koi mujhse cheentha
Sayad galti meri hi thi,  jism_e_mohabbat k duniya m Ruhani_ishq rah gya mein dhundta,

Galti meri hi h, sayad kabhi tujhe ehsas na  kra paaya apne Ishq ka,
Sayad galti meri hi, khud Krishna na hote hue bhi tujhe apni Radha Maan liya tha 
Sayad mujhe Ishq tha tujhse aur tujhe mere ishq krn se

Aaya hoon mai sb haar kr Mahadev se aas, 
Na manga kabhi inse tere sath kuch bura ho, 
bs manga ab tu mujhse Puri trh se juda ho

Poetry

I was talking to a guy from few days we became good friends now. Yesterday I was in stress and a headache when I was chatting with him, and I accidently called him bro two times, which he don't like, he told me before but I forgot that time, so he got triggered, then sunadi meko, he was kind tho. I think he have a bad backstory about it, I said sorry though. But why this happens with me all the time, ME hamesha galat hi kyu karti hu, Ireally want to free from this world, sab kuch galat ho raha hai hai mujhse, this is only one thing I mentioned. adulting sucks. 
Ab ussse bhi baat nahi kar paungi 😔

Okay ,so i am finally going to talk about it,kyu mai move on nhi kr pai and tu bs khush apne mai .. tujhe farak nhi pdhta mai kitna roi tere liye ,maine sb dosto se baat krni band kr di kyuki tujhe pasand nhi tha ,kyu aakhir mai aaj akeli hu or tu ek new ladki ke saath khush nye relationship mai ,ik tu mujhe kbhi nhi btayega but mujhe sb pta h ,aakhir kya galat kia maine ,bta yrr.. Maine toh tujhe priority di life mai or mere hi text tujhe bhoz lgne lg gye ,kyu?? Kya hua h esa ki tune kbhi mere baare mai socha nhi or kyu mai aaj bhi bs ro rhi hu ye soch kr ki tu wapis aayega or sb thik hojayega, tu meri mental peace tha or ab jb tu nhi h ,mai thak chuki hu khud se ,har koshish ki tujhse sb sort krne ki pr kya mila mujhe ,kyu ho rha h yeh sb mere saath .. bta mujhe.
Mai or nhi rona chahti plz

Tanhai ki us jhil me,
ek kashti hamne banai thi,
uske beech me main aur tum the
Charo aur tanhai thi,
tum muskurayi thi,
meri baho me samayi thi,

tumhare intezaar me ek kashti aur bhi ayi thi,
ye mujhe hai pata wo tumhe bohot lubhai thi
par wo kashti Apne sath Andhi bhi layi thi
shayad uski pyaar ki Andhi itni tez thi
dub gayi hamari kashti Jo kabhi na datmagayi thi

tanhai ki us jhil mei me gir gaya kuchh is tarah
shayad tum inkar karo chhinte tumpar bhi ayi thi
tanhai ki is jhil Ko aasuon se dariya kar diya
tere intzaar Ko jeene ka zariya kar liya
tum Chali gayi hamse door yaadein hame sataengi
kahte hai doobi kashtiya na waapas ayi thi na wapas ayengi ,


Life nahi rukti yaar, samajh lo acche se, life goes on whether you are happy 😊 or Sad 😭💔 toh better yahi hai zyada kisi ki life me interfere mat karo or apne upar zyada se zyada effort daalo khudko best banane me 🙂

Mujhe bs girls mei interest hai, Pr girls ko mujhe me nahi

Friends

Everybody asked me why did u end up a relationship .... 
I said bz i don't want to end up myself ... 

Har kisi ko jawab dene se acha hai ..kudh hi sawal banjawoo ...,

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