Does that make me less a human & how ? ; if i am not doing what i am supposed to do in society like try to get a government job at the age of 20 after i have completed my graduation.

I don't have any responsibility right now but i will have to be in some years.

Family pays for everything , I don't pay for anything.

Unemployment

When there is nothing to be sad about but still that wave suddenly hits you in middle of something...and you realize no one know how empty you feel from inside 

Lonely

In those dark nights,
I see lights from far away home,
like an amber, my hope.
Home is the person I want to hold...

Compassion

Soo my boyfriend told me he needs space, we are on a break till he feels alright. I just miss him ,he is just going through a lot rn.

Boyfriend

How to find someone like me?
I don't know how and i always did wrong to me and others.


 You are also like that🤔👇
  

Anxiety

I'm really anxious. My anxiety has been a bit high. The pandemic is taking its toll. I have been looking for a job. I go through multiple rounds but somehow haven't landed the job. I had left my job to pursue a short term course and now here I am. 
Besides , my family and I are looking for a boy for me to marry and honestly it's nerve wrecking. One day I feel confident about it and another I feel.marriage may be too overwhelming. 
The thoughts of will it work out or not... Will it be like the marriages around me. Are people ever truly happy? Sigh. I spiral everyday in these thoughts. 
And now my family found a boy and I am SO nervous. From afar he seems good but I don't feel attracted to him ... I'm scared to pursue it but also scared to say no. What if I'm just being paranoid, you know? What if he's really nice... 




Anyone want to talk?

Breakup

My brother is secretly having an affair with an older woman. What should I do?

I found out that my brother having an affair with an older woman. my brother is 30 i think? I saw her facebook profile and checked everything and also her birthday (1971,dec1). she has a husband and 2 children (son-25+,daughter-32+married). Whatever…

I despise my brother for everything, she maybe fall for him? had a crush on him. you see if any girls talk to me or come to me he criticizes and degrades me in front of them. he has ruined my life all years and controlled me. I don't like his personality that he has
.
I even have an older brother(he's 33 and different and insults my parents secretly, i'm won't bring up this story) and the one I’m talking about is "middle brother" and me I’m the "younger"(25 too) one whos writing this description.

You know she's a business owner, CEO and my brother does managing her stuff and he gets pay(i guess). I know him well enough. in he's room smells like manure he doesn't chore or clean his room, my mom does and pressures her sometimes. like I said "personality or behavior". 

I've found out their activity in messenger and found he had a selfie photo with her, together and one is tape, about he was sucking her vagina like it's 52secs clip. she sends this tape to him. I don't know if he was taking those pictures or recording a moment with her phone or his phone
i can't tell. 

maybe he already sends those (her pic+rec clips) with his friends only. his friends aren’t good but stalkers.

i can't accept his action. I need help with this. i can't imagine this kind of happened. I can't accept what he did in my past life. it makes me mad and so sad.

Note: What should I do about it? should I tell her husband or son or daughter about it? or talk to this woman? can i do that?

my parents know him well. he had started this kind of activity in the past 2015.


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