Does school friendship lasts long . 
Or it fades as we grows and move into our life's 

Tbh..it depends on how well u can maintain the relationship acc 2 me...I am also moving with my life..I couldn't keep all the school friendships but there are 2 of them with whom I'm still frnds...actually vvvvvv good frnds...just like the school days even though we r frm diff cities...
Ps-i was a hosteler

3am Thoughts

I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years. He cheated. And the worst is he didn't even try to come back or make a genuine effort. It's been over 4 months but I'm not able to move on. He just says he's guilty and that I deserve better.
It really was a good relationship, I don't understand why he wouldn't put efforts even after he's the one who cheated. I tried my best to talk him into it, but no real outcome.

I feel lost. I'm having a hard time moving on. It sucks more cause he isn't even putting me in a place where I can decide whether to forgive him or not. Anyone has any advice? 
PS. I've tried engaging myself in my hobbies, it helps sometimes but when I start spiraling again it gets worse.

Breakup

Is it me or anyone else here ? 
Who try to understand the person's situation even if they hurt you hard enough.

Overthinking

Add me as your friend 

Dreams

Helloo!!
I really need your help. I'm taking leave for half a day for some personal work which I dint purposely chose this day but I got an appointment today n I informed about this last month itself in office. But now workload is more and I'm blamed for taking leave even though there is work. I'm so frustrated about this and I really don't understand is it really my fault or not. Even after working more than what was mentioned during interview, I'm blamed for not doing work. I feel like quitting this job. I know work-life is same everywhere but I really can't take this... It's injustice to my hard-work. 

Frustration

    Something about my mum and my step dad just infuriate me. My step dad always has to get his way. 
I'm 17 years old and I really wanna move out to my dad's house. The thing with my mum and step dad is that my opinion and requests barely matter. If we're gonna do something, my mum has to seek approval from my step father. If I wanna go somewhere, my mum has to ask him. If I wanna watch a movie, my mum has to ask him if I can. If he's not hungry, we won't eat until he wants to, which is rarely ever. We finally give in when my mum decides she's hungry, even then she won't eat until he does. 
    My step dad has heart disease, so I feel for him, but that's his excuse for everything. He's always angry or upset about something and it ruines everyone's vibes. He's always finding something to be angry about.
    He also likes to make fun of me. He'll joke about my weight, my looks, my interests and hobbies, lretty much anything. And then I can't get hurt about it because he'll get annoyed. I also can't joke about him cos he'll get mad. 
    He's sexually harassed me before. He's inappropriately touched me "down there" when I don't want him to. He's done that twice. When i was going to tell authorities about it cos I felt unsafe at home, my mum told me not to tell anyone because he'll get hurt. I still haven't gotten help for it and I'm still uncomfortable around him everyday. He gives me these looks that make me uncomfortable, he used to comment how I was so beautiful and stuff like that, things that make me uncomfortable. 
    He once joked that he wished I fell into a swimming pool (note that this was during winter) so I could freeze and drown and he'll get money. My mum laughed but my sister knew how fucked up it was. I was younger than 10 at that time. 
    He's also always interrupting me. Just now, I was playing a song for them, one that I really liked and wanted them to listen to and he started talking to my mum and played an advertisement on his phone during the middle of it. Then when I tried saying something during one of his song, my mum shushed me. 
    I really don't like my life with them. My mum is caring and nice when it comes to me, but she always puts him first. She always has. I feel so uncomfortable being here, especially alone because I'm afraid he'll say something sexual to me or try to touch me in a way I don't want him to. I don't know what to do...

Family

Hearing death of so many young people. A guy of 20 years passed away yesterday in a car accident. While his friends are in critical condition. It's not even been 15 days since my friend and classmate passed away who is of 17 years due to incapability of saving himself after falling from 20ft. high river.
I just hope whoever reading this prays for the deaths. 
And, Take care of yourself. Nothing is more important in the world then you. 

Na chupaya jaata h 
na dikhaya jaata h 
yeh ishq h aisa 
sirf jataya jaata h 💗🍀


Love

I joined Now&Me as a part of the interns team and started blogging here. Few months after the internship got over, I got busy and forgot about it. Something has been really bothering me since 6 months and a few days earlier I thought of talking about it. I did anonymously. I did get a few replies. It didn't solve my problem but the amount of empathy I received made me happy.

If Bani and Drishti are reading this, you're doing a great job. 🦋❤️ 

Good luck. 

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