3am Thoughts

How does love feel like, how to know that he is the one ? 

Love

If you're seeing this, are you ok? wanna talk about it?

Lonely

Need a vent out person in life ☹️

Despite being a boy, I always dreamed of becoming a girl. what should I do? 

Body image

falling apart 💔

Depression

I’m 20 years old, I live with my mom. I pay my own car payment and insurance, I pay for school, work at a hospital and don’t ask her for anything. I offered to pay rent too and she said no because I’m doing all I’m doing on my own. The only problem is she doesn’t fully understand that I’m somewhat an adult. I know I have tons of learning to do and that’s she’s still allowed to teach me things, but she’s very overbearing with it sometimes. I am very responsible, never get in trouble and she constantly “brags” about me but treats me like I’ve been to jail and never do anything. I’m constant helping around the house and all she does is complain and say do this. One week I took naps more then I normally do. I was tired. She called me and woke me up and said not to get in a habit and there are things that I could be doing (there definitely wasn’t because I did them without her asking). Then we’ll get into it. And she’ll call back with I love you and you know I appreciate everything you do and then it will be right back the next hour. It almost feels like manipulation. I talk about moving out or my family jokes about it and she gets aggressive and says I’m not moving out until I’m 26. That’s a long time and I can’t do that. If I could move out  I would. I lost my dad when I was 13 and it’s been us ever since. She’s gotten very attached to me and became codependent. For example: if she I make plans to do something and i chose to do that over grocery shopping with her then she will call and harass me to the point where I’m miserable and then do the manipulation thing again. I know she probably has deep rooted issues that aren’t my fault and I know I can’t change her. But if I can’t leave and I can’t talk to her then what, I’m supposed to suffer until I can support myself. What the fuck kind of solution is that. I  just don’t know what to do here. It’s not awful but it’s the nagging all the time that gets to me. I want to feel like what I’m actually doing is enough instead of being made to feel like I’m not doing anything at all. I would really like some input or options or ways to approach her with my issues. 

Conflict

I will probably get married to a cricketer. 

Affirmations

**Joke of the Day (Wordplay Joke) - 18/3/21**

What did one hat say to the other one?

You stay here, I'ma go on **A-HEAD**.

Get it? Hope this makes your day 😄

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