Does Love exists?
Why people left us 
Why people change
Why people made fun of our emotions 

Is it bad to love someone?



Stress

Do girls find cursing and random 18+ meme post in social media as a bad thing?

Relationships

I dont think ill ever love my boyfriend as much as he loves me. Makes me feel terrible for putting him in a position where its so easy for me to break him. 

Boyfriend

Hey, if anyone after talking to me likes my personality. Will some of you be my friends?

3am Thoughts

I think one of my only friends doesn't like me anymore and is trying to cut ties with me. This recently happened, I'm not a very spiritual person, but my friend is, they've been getting a lot of signs of malice and judgment since a "certain person" came back into their life. This person is likely me or her now boyfriend, cuz even tho we've been friends since middle school, it's always been an on and off relationship. We recently came into contact cuz I'm transferring from different university campus, and she's the only person I know in this new campus. My gut tells me that this person is me, cuz she usually tells me every single detail about everything, and everyone who's ever wronged her... now casually she doesn't want to say, now I know that I've not been the best of friends, tbh her over sharing and refusal to let me vent to her when she always vents to be is annoying, but I've tried my best to be a better friend... now she thinks I'm hexing her?? And might be doing a hex on me?? I don't know what to do... I feel awful, one of the only 3 friends I have probably hates me, now I feel as lonely as ever. Cuz at least in my old campus I could pretend and be a normal human... now in this new campus I'm all alone... I'm sacred and lonely, and I... guess betrayed?? (Not really) but if my gut is right... guess I'm on my own for now

College

She's changed.
You can see it in her eyes,
Feel it in her touch,
Hear it in her tone.

She's not the same.
And she's never coming back.

She wasn't fragile like a flower.
She was Fragile like a B°ππB.💣

Growing Up

Account 
How to recover a banned account on now & me ?? I have a friend and who's account banned due to some things and now she wanted it back so how we can recover it ??

Confusion

Dear you,  
I am currently writing this as I look at the most beautiful view. I came here to put my thoughts together and just breathe the stress away, as I’ve mentioned to you before this place will and always has been my safe haven.
I’m sure you’re wondering by now why I chose this time to write this to you. I’ll tell you, as I sat down and began to attempt to put my thoughts together and actually think about my current worries.. my mind drifted .. and I remembered promising you a handwritten letter. 
I have been struggling with putting my words together for a year now and I was worried that I made you a promise that I wouldn’t be able to keep. 
I feel I am in a place now where I don’t have the block anymore. A few things you should know, I do not have the best vocabulary and I’m almost certain my punctuation is always wrong but I don’t write to reach perfection, I write to untangle my thoughts and attempt to make the person reading really feel the words. 
Me and you never had a “real” friendship in its definition but we’ve cared about each other for many years now. You were the person I came to when I needed to discuss the arguments, I had with one of your best friends, I knew I could trust and depend on you and though that didn’t work out, we stayed in contact with surprisingly deep conversations every once in a while. I cherish that. 
I cherish it because it’s rare and it’s genuine, you always felt like a person I can open up to and that’s very rare, though I am known to have my heart on my sleeve but people only ever know what I want them to know, there’s so much inside of me that I don’t speak about. You are one of the few people that give me the comfort to speak. 
By writing this to you, I am hoping it will be therapeutic to me. I am still not sure if you will ever see this so I will open up about my struggles to you in this letter. I know you might not care, but at this point I am giving you the warning, you can stop reading here but I will continue to write like I am talking to you.
Here goes, 
I’ve always had issues with love and commitment, I always felt like no matter how much I try to open myself up something I have no control over shuts me down and I am reaching a point where I believe I will never allow love to come to me, or that I will never be enough for love. 
It has taken my ages to give someone myself, to open up to an extent that is unbelievable, to reveal all my layers, the happy, the sad, the excited, the traumatized, the shy, the outgoing, the playful, the smart, and everything in between. 
It has been 2 months, 2 months since it all ended. Just to give you a feel of things, I had a long pause after writing this last sentence, I can never seem to continue it or to make any sense of it. You know, they always teach you how to unlove a bad guy, how to get over the jerks, the liars the cheaters. But never how to get over a good guy. And he was, he was a really good guy. But like all of us, he had flaws, and I needed more. I could not continue to feel like I am dating someone who doesn’t have a set personality, no fears, no worries, no real struggles. 
I am 26 years old but I have had experiences growing up that forced me to change. I became an adult at 17 years old and I know when and where and why, I can be a therapist for myself, I know my issues and I know the solutions. Solutions and answers I have yet to follow. I am very emotionally intelligent; in ways I cannot describe. In ways that are scary.
I read a quote that other day that said “I know you’re intuitive and intelligent. But you’re destroying your peace confronting everything you observe. Let it flow”. This has always been my issue; I do not know how to let it flow. But I need to learn. I cannot continue to live a life watching others whether they are close to me or not and wonder how they do not understand and feel things the way that I do. But frankly, I do not think I would be able to get along with someone who is like me, and that is why I will always blame myself for everything in my life that didn’t work. I will always ask myself why I am not normal. Why my emotions are so enhanced. When I laugh, I light up, when I cry, I can feel how heavy my tears are on my cheeks. When I am angry, I feel my blood boil in uncontrollable ways and that anger scares me, it scares me so much. 
I am so tired; I know that you have a “take it easy” mentality. But I am so tired. I’m drained. I can feel myself falling apart. I do not want this for myself, I never wanted to feel all this pain, and I’m so damn good at hiding it. I had to schedule a weekend away to allow myself to feel all these feelings that I am feelings that I am writing. You are reading my words, but I can feel my heart aching begging for a break. A break from the failure that is my love life, or my long distance friendships, or the weight of 200 employees on my shoulders who are losing their kids because I am not able to convince the owner to pay full salaries during this pandemic, or my trauma, or my childhood, or my parents loveless marriage that myself and my sisters were forced to watch and continue to watch, or from waking up every single night for feeling like I stopped breathing in my sleep, from the smile, the smile I have to keep on my face ALL the time because that’s my signature, it’s my identity. 
He brought up so much of these deep emotions and trauma, I could not depend on him emotionally. I am scared to tell people that it is over because I know everyone will always defend him, the sweet quiet guy. All I’ll hear is “You’re too stubborn, you did this to yourself. You never leave well enough alone”. 
I am exhausted writing this so I think I will stop here. 

Leaders make war,and innocent civilians pay the price 😔from a moral and humanitarian perspective,this is heartbreaking but we have to take into consideration our strategic alliances,this is dibilitating

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