Does anyone has any tips for someone who's in school and has chronic ADHD as someone who doesn't wanna confess it to parents & don't wanna seek professional help

ADHD

Facing some issues while using this app 
Need some help 

Confusion

Now i am feeling better because I really wanted someone to talk about this stuff(and you know whenever you have hard time in your life no one is there for you not even your that best friends) and I got this link.

Dhalte saavan ki chaar beemari 
• sardi
• khaansi
• bukhaar
• ishq

3am Thoughts

I miss my family so much. I am gonna meet them after a week. Tho i am not going home but anyway i am gonna see my family. Only 2 person. Sometimes it gets overwhelming but we have to be strong

Family

to care for those who once cared for us is one of the highest honours.

Other

Any one for talk?up

Friends

 I feel like shit right now. Reasons:
1. I have no friends in my hometown where I'm stuck due to the pandemic. The other handful are sick of me ranting about my issues so it's a dead end. I have a high paying job, I'm following my passion, the only thing I really want is to start a family but I have no partner. I feel like I'll never be in love again. 
2. My parents. They're in a bad marriage and it's shaped up my whole life where every weekend my mom is at her crankiest and she makes you feel bad even for existing only because she has to cook food. I don't really mind a woman who doesn't wanna cook - it's completely okay. But if she could just say it out loud, I'd be more than happy to cook. I work my ass off the whole week and then listen to her nagging the entire weekend (and I am a really, really good child. Literally the gold standard). My dad does something to piss her off (he doesn't do anything right ever) and then we have to bear it. Is it my fault that she married him and he didn't turn out the way she wanted? None of the shit that went wrong was my fault, right? Then why do I only have childhood trauma? They both had wonderful lives individually- travelled every place, fell in love, got married. And me? Listen to them complain, fight, abuse, and not get my share of any travel (literally haven't stepped out of the city in my 27 years unless it is a work thing). Why don't parents realise that they are literally affecting a person's life in an irreparable way? I don't know how they go to bed every night after seeing me walk around like a zombie or someone that's constantly depressed. I stay up till 4-5 am crying my eyes out because I feel lonely and all this is so embarrassing to share with anybody. What should I do? Run away? 

Depression

Before 2 years i met a boy. He is like a gd friend to me but i have a special interest in him and it's not a crush,i guess.
He ignored me oneday so badly and in addition, that day was so awful for another reasons. But the ignorance existed for only a day.we beacame good friends again.but it took months to overcome the sadness and i am not healed yet)

Everyday the memory  hurts.When i read his messages(sharing love) i feel uncomfortable. Of course i like him. But something pushes me to think that this connection will make me sad again,ike I'm  terrified  or something. 

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