Do you miss someone even though you took an initiative for the breakup to not make it more toxic? 🥺🤍 But you still love that person for some reasons… Just want to know ! :) 

What was the reason? What did you love about that person and hate about? 

Yes..! It makes me question if that was the right decision or not ….but in the end i just tell myself to live with it as nothing can be done in my case

Loss

My heart is filled with anxiety and yet it feels hollow. 
Somedays are difficult than the rest. 



Anxiety

My wife comes from a joint family background, but I have a nuclear family background.My wife hates my mum. My parents are not very expressive of their love to anyone. She doesn’t understand that.
Really taking toll on my married life. I wish all this gets over 😔
I know I can only help myself but I am stuck in that mental shell which squeezes my energy throughout the day. It has changed my personality and me as a person too 😞

So basically i like this guy and he’s been given mixed signals and it makes me wanna say to him even an unfunctional traffic light does not give that many signals

Crush

Noice! What's happening is Noice! Take it easy. I am light and easy!

Life

I used to be scared to sleep in darkness now I just lay there waiting to feel something

Depression

I don't know if I love my boyfriend. Logically in my head, I think he's amazing, sometimes, other times I think he has so many problems, irrevocable problems. In my heart, I don't even know. I feel like I'm supposed to feel something more. He's my first real boyfriend. We have been kinda fighting recently ( he took me back home to meet his family ( most of them I love, especially his mother)) and it's been a little stressful. I just feel sad now, I don't even know what I'm really sad about. I also feel so worried in my head about him. In my head, I keep going back in forth that this is a person I would want to go on within the long run, the other part of me thinks I should get rid of him soon and that I need to be alone. You know, at the beginning of our relationship he would always tell me that he loved me, I would never say it back because I told him I was not ready. I got too drunk Halloween night and told him that I loved him and all that. Ever since then I would tell him that I love him. I'm not sure if I really mean it. I think he accidentally told me once that he doesn't ( he took it back and never said it again)  believe that I actually love him. As I write, I realize there is so much more. Am I the one with the problem?

Boyfriend

Sab Jann kar bhi anjaan hai vo
Nah Jane aisi kya khawaish hai uski
Ke usse hum pasand bhi hai aur 
Chahiye bhi nahi..

3am Thoughts

no because if something bad happens its all my fault. dude i dont get parents

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