Do you ever get scared that you are good at something and you are known for it, but something might occur which will fall apart and you will not be good at it anymore 
I get so anxious thinking about it

3am Thoughts

People always said it's okay to make mistake, but don't repeat again. While me, idk why but I always did the mistakes. Tho not the same mistake, but still... Idk how many times I did the mistakes. Which at times, makes you think you are not fit for the job. Rasa cam bodoh gila. Sigh.

Insecurity

Bro phobia 

FOMO

Everyone lose interest in me after sometimes, same excuse always. I am tired. 😭

Failure

I have a terrible fear of flying on an airplane. Although a ton of people gave me valid and logical explanations that I am completely safe, my body acts up on its own. I start trembling and sweating. The space I have is so narrow, the plane makes so many scary noises and I feel constantly stressed. At such a huge height I would never be able to survive a disaster. What if anything goes wrong? 
That's what goes on through my head everytime I hop on an airplane. How can I defeat my fear? Is this a phobia?

Panic Disorder

"The only thing we have to fear is fear itself."

Motivation

Serioualy thinking about when things will turn worst. Pretty afraid 

Stress

Sitting idly I thought the most terrifying thing it’s so weird that each and everyone of us is capable of so much violence like I could totally be violent but choose not to. 

We all have worst fear, worst of all i never thought i'll be posting this here. Anyway, i was epileptic for 15 years of my growing, i had a near death experience in 2019. Where i was in Comma condition for 15 days. However, i recovered and announced Fit in 2020. 
Since a week ever since i started my 9 to 5 i started getting nocturnal seizures attacks in night. My worst fear may return back, fear which changed and moved  my life forever. Fear which gave me purpose to try as well.
 One thing is sure i will never be givinv up at any cost.
 I used this wall to convey my mind, this shall pass! I will be okay if i never give up.

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