Do you ever feel the pressure you’re not enough, you want to excel in life, you’re trying but don’t know how to get there. You feel you are the bad luck

Good things take time. No one is born perfect ! Keep on doing your work, one day it'll all be worth it. Keep going but always remember to take rest in between ❤️ All the best

Yes. It's common. We are in this together 

Yessss 
And currently this same thoughts are eating my brain

Stress

"YES IT IS I DONT KNOW IF ANYONES EVER TOLD YOU THIS BUT UR PARTNER HAS FEELINGS AND WHEN THEY CARE....UR GONNA KNOW.  IM NOT LIKE UR OTHER GF OBVIOUSLY CUZ I CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU AND I WANNA HELP YOU AND PROTECT YOU SO DONT ARGUE WITH ME LOVE" My gf said this to me....I'm crying rn

Love

Meaning like
He jus brokee up and got out of a one month relationship
And i jus confessed what i felt without askin anything in return
But he toldd he doesnt want a relation at the
moment
And later on when he sees me in the gym he smiles and greets mee then later on kept sayin things like im leaving now from the gym …bye and all
Another day he asked details abt my bsf and when i asked are u plannin to hit on her , he was talkin like was there a problem if he did it
Later on he came and told me it was for his frnd and aint him etc …he still keeps lookin at the gym

...i rem tellin him no matter what my feelings wudnt change


Crush

Waise to chat apps bahut hai but yaha i feel better. Sometimes koi hota hi nhi baat krne k liye😞😞

3am Thoughts

Ek raat guzar gayi khayalon me tere, 
Ab ek din bacha hai sawalo ke liye.

- Shubha !!

Poetry

my sister keeps trying make me feel bad about being underweight and she's kinda right but it's getting annoying. I'm fine with being and staying underweight. I won't try to change my diet actively I don't care about managing my weight healthy or not. so my sister is trying to change that by trying to make me feel bad about my weight so I can care enough to change my diet to healthier one. but ofc I'm annoyed af. She's always making comments about it and even suggested that our father takes me to hospital every week so they can give me IV. bruh. I'm not that underweight they wouldn't do that even if my dad took me. it's so annoying. I think I'm gonna seriously be angry the next time she does this. my weight isn't even my biggest health problem I have others that actually require attention to and I'm suspecting she's just doing to start a fight. I seriously wanna sew her lips so she can't say stpid sht anymore. I don't care what she thinks. she says if it keeps going like this it's gonna get worse (I DON'T LOOSE WEIGHT ITS ALWAYS STABLE) and that she and mom will have to take care of me and that's why she can tell whatever she wants. bitvh, you gonna leave me at hospital if that happens no one need ur care. my mom I admit will take care of me if something happens and I do feel bad but my sister has no right to say anything. I just keep bottling my replies up so I don't start a fight but it's getting to me. at least writing helps a bit 

Family

Need REAL help. Pleaseeeeeee
So I ordered something from a legit site outside of india. It was gonna get delivered through ARAMEX, but due to extra so many charges I asked them to cancel my product , but the site told me to not provide kyc information so the product will get automatically cancelled and they'll get it back. 
This all happened around 1 month ago.
Today I get a letter from ARAMEX regarding that product and how I haven't provided any kyc info.
Its also written there " any imported goods which are not taken after clearance after the expiry of 30 days of arrival shall be sold or disposed of by customs and any charges payable for storage and holding of such goods shall be payable by authorised courier. ACCORDINGLY, SAME WILL BE RECOVERABLE FROM YOUR ACCOUNT."

Wth is this supposed to mean. Especially the last statement in bold. What are they gonna take money from my account
Plz help . This is giving me anxiety.


Again i get that anxiety attack 

I’m not feeling good 
Quite anxious and feeling alone 
Would love to make some friends here, this a very supportive community. I’m a girl, 22 years old. 

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