Do you ever feel a connection which you can not possibly deny and itโs so strong and both of you feel it the same way but you know thereโs no future because of both families, but you decide to be there for each other for as long as you can and it may seem wrong but sometimes the heart wants what the heart wants and I read once that itโs better to have loved and lost rather than not having loved at all? An emotional rollercoaster that I want to enjoy despite everything. I donโt want anyone to talk me out of this but I just wanted to vent so ehh.