Do you also feel uneasy not knowing what your friends are doing and feel left out?

Yes. But then I know assignment is to be submitted

Alotttt and trust me no matter how much i grow i just cant ignore it. I feel keft out and anxious but u know what helped me, talking to my friends, i told them that this is how i feel and touch wood they not even understood it but also try not to make ne feel that way again. Thats the work they have done on their oart and what i have done is starting to accept it and let it process, sure does it hurt but i just let it through.

FOMO

Why these day mostly people are depressed these day. 

Happy

Um m feeling kind of lost bt ya jst found what i really want to be how i want to see myslef down in the lane so got to work on myself for being my that version n i feel like i have completly mooved on from my one sided  toxic relationship  at first i used to wonder how exactly do you know u have mooved on bt now seems like ik the ans its jst ther name image call text doesnt gives u butterflies  it feels a bit uneasy coz afterall they were once a part of ur. Life bt  now ther existence would be least of ur concern thats. Hoe uk u have mooved on . Recently i lost a really close friend bt i have realised any relationship is worth fighting if the other person too is willing u alone cannot do it . If ur are doing u mst reflect on urself 

Affirmations

Hi there, hope you are doing well!
I'm doing fine, but just wanna share about one thing that's keep swinging on my mind recently... 
I used to have a best friend that we were really close and we promised that we will support each other no matter what...but since last year, my best friend started not to contact with me that frequent anymore...I know she might be having her new life in overseas, meeting new friends...but I still feel extremely sad that we used to be so good and close friendship, but now......whenever I send her a text asking how's thing going for her, she will take so much time/days/weeks to reply......

I told myself that's OK, everyone has his or her own choice and maybe she chooses not to be that close with me anymore...but tbh, I still feel sad whenever I think of her :'(

Breakup

so im going to vent ready.

So i am fucked, well my life was going great a few months ago everything was amazing, friends, family, school, body, love i mean fucking perfect. But then everything changed. So first up, i have a condition ( which i did not know in that time) which can give me depression, low energy, it can mute my  feelings etc. I started to feel weird but i didn't really pay attention, but i got wos and wors, i had to fake a smile, i did really feel anything, happy, sad, nothing. Then my friends al of a fucking nothing left me, like really fucking left me. And it hurt, it hurt bad. they were going out and talking shit. AND the worst of all has that it hurt because I really made a connection with them we went on trips together with some i talk all day like 24/7 I told them really deep thing but one day they just left. My depression got bad, I didn't eat, sleep or leave my bed, and i gained weight ( which is also a symptom of the thing i have) so know i have body dysmorphia and i fantasies about cutting my fat so my body can look perfect . then i got diagnosed and they told me like this pills will make you happy again. And that crushed me. I NEED FUCKING PILLS FOR THE REST O MY LIFE TO ME HAPPY. if 1 day i don't take them i don't feel like myself again and that makes me scared because my family has a history with bipolar disease and i am fuck scared that maybe i am bipolar, maybe that i was a bad diagnosis. and i can't shake  the feeling of not feeling, it felt so weird, and wholow like what the fuckwas wrong with me. 

That all for today so yeah bye.

Body Dysmorphia

Hey guys I'm new here just joined the application... Actually looking for some friends ♥️ so yeahh... I hope I will find some friends here..  and if you guys wanna talk about study I'm always here!🤚🏻 

Education

I got spiked and argued with my partner when it happened, I’ve told her time and time again that wouldn’t have happened if I wasn’t spiked, arguing has lasted for a month  or so, I don’t know what to do anymore. She’s agreed her friends helped escalate and cause issues but won’t do anything to prevent them from doing it again. With trauma from almost dying due to it, I am also dealing with threats of getting broken up with over it because of a “loop”. She also says she wants to end things because her mental health from the event. 

I had started abusing drugs to help me sleep which I am no longer doing, I have been to the doctors to get help for this. But there has been points where I’ve been too scared to sleep because of what happened and my girlfriend keeps giving me threats and while I see why I just don’t know what to do to help her because it all feels very one sided.

There’s been a loop of me trying to help her and justify things but she turns it into a argument then blames me.

Will i ever find love 

3am Thoughts

Tomorrow's my economics board exam. 
Can't even understand what I'm feeling rn😅
Kinda scared, fat rhi h, kinda cool ki haan aata hai. 
But yeah, pta nai😩

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