Distraught
frustrated
annoyed 
irritated
angry 
sad 
broody
anxious
stressed

Depression

Still looking for someone who can be my habitual..to whom I can share everthing.. Who always stays by my side.. ❤️❤️

Addiction

Why everyone says everything happens for a reason 🙄

It's very hard to accept things.

3am Thoughts

Why this place is filled with relationship or friendship issues of opposite gender? I was feeling sad for being lonely, I'm feeling much better embracing the peace I have now. 

Today is new year and I'm feeling alone on very first night

I am staying at my bfs house with him
For a few days.. Along with his parents.. 
And with the need for attention
+ confusion + fear of loneliness and all mu swelled up energy.. + him being under communicative + emotionally immature and avoidant.. And i have begun to get passive aggressive.. I feel so bad. 

In this moment.. Right now. I just took a lot of sadness.. Grief. Anger some of within and majorly fueled by him on him by whisper loud saying.. Pointing fingers
. Aggressive tone.. And even mild hitting
 I feel so so bad. I wish he was all I wanted snd having space and time for himself but also be there with me

For me. And I also be healthy.. Bcoz right now I'm aware I'm going through my own anxious mess and being unhealthy.. But also he is being an ignorant avoidant douche. 

I also wish his mom outside the room didn't hear and is not judging me. 

I feel bad I'm both ways my aggression, loneliness plus his ignorance and lt





Adulting

Just dont feel like talking to anybody 

personality be like I dont fuc*ing care
anxiety - I DO !

Anxiety

Hey
I have been talking to 4-5 guys recently and i was going on dates with them now every one thinks im dating 5 guys at once, I mean is this even legit dating? 

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