Distance is my new response. I don't return energy. I remove myself.

Life

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong here if you know what I mean

Ever feel tired of running a race you don't want to... Ever feel like vanishing from the life you are compelled to continue living coz the people around u need you.. 


3am Thoughts

Why won’t it just stop??

Depression

at the moment i have no feelings other than lonely. it seems as if nobody wants to talk to me and i am just there. it's like... i just exist, but i'm not living life. i'm not even sure how to live life anymore because whatever i do just seems to be a problem to people.. they judge me and comment on whatever i do. i can never find real friends.. someone who checks up on me sometimes, caring, not toxic, etc... i stand alone as i watch everyone at school with their friends, and the teacher forces me to hangout with fake, toxic people. i feel like committing suicide but i can't. i don't know what to do anymore. i've failed as a student, daughter, granddaughter, sister, cousin, friend, and just life in general. i have no more motivation. i can't do this anymore.

Lonely

Not grate restless

Affirmations

Feeling down , I hate OCD it’s the worst 

I can't deal with sorting out everyone's problems anymore! I just want to end myself!

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