Mandeep @heymandeep
Disconnection from all things.
Lately, over the past year, I have slowly started to feel disconnected from things that I love and like to do. And now it’s only just like clockwork. I don’t know what I should look forward to. I don’t find anyone or anything attractive. It’s become like booting up, doing tasks, and shutting down. Things that I love take an extra effort for me to do now. I’m not materialistic so buying stuff doesn’t really matter.
I don’t get angry, I’m not unhappy, I’m not happy, I don’t get excited, it’s only like a constant state of numbness. I do feel sad tho but it’s only because of things that are not in my control. I don’t even care if tomorrow never comes. I have no regrets.
I want to reconnect to all things, feel the rush again, love again, and get hurt again.
Gypsy @gypsy
Detachment is what every sadhu aspires. You reached it. Why enter moh maya jaal again.
It’s a great time to filter out the trash and become choosy.
Feel fortunate. You are blessed.