Describe your 2021 in 3 expressions.
Mine are :
Emotional Rollercoaster, change, reality check 

Now&Me Thinks

 That heart matters,
The heart that is shattered,
The heart that has always been a chatter.
The heart that is considered weak,
When the mind is kept at peak.
The heart that is innocent                        but Also very magnificent.                       No, the heart is not the king,                But it is the only one that comes out stronger and glistening!
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3am Thoughts

Hum jisey pyaar karte hain wo marr jaye, ya humare liye uska pyaar marr jaye, marte to hum hi hain na? 

Movies

Everytime i think i m over him, he shows up like a new covid variant 

Anxiety

Is there anything wrong in not knowing,why i am feeling low.

Depression

My bf wakes up at 6 and thn again goes to bed till 9:30 ... Is it really okey, cuz there's full 8 hrs u get to sleep at night and again u r sleeping in morning instead of working out or helping at homechores...  Am i being arrogant unnecessarily? 

Relationships

I had a crush on a girl who was my classmate in college, I told her my feelings and everything on WhatsApp, and I used to flirt with her. Ek din usne mujhe judge kia or gnda sa taunt mara kuch is type se ki me ye har ldki k sath karta hounga. 
Meri shakal achhi hai, shayad isiliye ladkiyan esa sochti hain ki ye Playboy hai. 🥲

Crush

terā chup rahnā mire zehn meñ kyā baiTh gayā 

itnī āvāzeñ tujhe diiñ ki galā baiTh gayā 

yuuñ nahīñ hai ki faqat maiñ hī use chāhtā huuñ 

jo bhī us peḌ kī chhāñv meñ gayā baiTh gayā 

itnā mīThā thā vo ġhusse bharā lahja mat pūchh 

us ne jis jis ko bhī jaane kā kahā baiTh gayā 

apnā laḌnā bhī mohabbat hai tumheñ ilm nahīñ 

chīḳhtī tum rahī aur merā galā baiTh gayā 

us kī marzī vo jise paas biThā le apne 

is pe kyā laḌnā fulāñ merī jagah baiTh gayā 

baat dariyāoñ kī sūraj kī na terī hai yahāñ 

do qadam jo bhī mire saath chalā baiTh gayā 

bazm-e-jānāñ meñ nashisteñ nahīñ hotīñ maḳhsūs 

jo bhī ik baar jahāñ baiTh gayā baiTh gayā
 
Tahjeeb Hafi


Im sorta scared im gonna be judged for this, so im going annonymous. Im dating this boy, I have known him for 4 years, he dated one of my old friends from when she lived in vegas which is where they met and now they both live in my state, he lives a while away tho. we have never met in person, but weve facetimed, texted, called for that amount of time. we barley ever talk tho, he never answers my calls anymore, we have liked eachother on and off for a few yrs but finally started dating so idk.. hes pretty toxic but we have a good connection and ive known him forever. i feel silly. im 15, hes 15 too. 

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