Defined rightly by the line,  expect nothing and appreciate everything. 

Happy

There is a guy i am talking to these days. We might have a thing. But i end up sabotaging every relationship i have been in. Not giving them time, replying late and many more things. I end up breaking up with them because its too much work. I feel i do this as i am scared that i might get attached and that the guy would hurt me. I don't want to mess things with this guy. It would be great if someone helps me in this. I had a bad breakup last year, may be its because of that. But i am over the guy. Don't know why i do this

Relationships

Kehte hai dundo tho bagvan bhi mil jata hai,🙏🙏
Leekin yaah thoo dost bhi nahi mil pata hai😢😢
Jo atta hai chala jata hai!😢😢
Aur tanhai chane lag jata hai 😭😭

3am Thoughts

Where's the post gone ? You deleted it peanut?

Bored af

So there's this person at my job with whom I was very close before. We were like so close that even after work would spend time together. Then the relationship went to romantic phase. First it was him who confessed but for some reasons at that time I told him I was not ready. Then I figured out actually I had feelings for him too (i understood i had fallen in love first time in my life) but he already had a gf. Anyways, the problem is, we still have to spend a day together, we have the same thing to do for 9 hours a day. But nothing is the same as before in terms of level of closeness. It's so difficult for me to detach from someone who I adored and loved with my whole heart. It's hard to be next to him all day physically but not emotionally anymore. I also can not leave my job, i like it so much, how can i risk just to leave it. I suffer everyday but don't know how to cope with it. 

Exhausted

It's a weird feeling 
It's just something that hard to explain 
Something that u can feel inside But can't express 
Makes u feel drain & empty
You feel like crying but you dnt hve a reason to cry
Can't focus on a single thing
A day, a week not even a month on bed helps
Its just there 
What ever you do
Where ever you go
Its just there
It's not a kind of feeling you can get rid off
Meeting old frnds
Talking to new ones
Trying to connect with your family 
Going back to work 
Nothing can stop it
And when u think of it
It just grow more
Its a wierd feeling 

I know it's sounds crazy but I just want to know is me or there are more people who feels this way.. if you does lets talk..  may be we will understand each other..

Anxiety

Love the way you lie, anyway

Guys i need to send flower bouquet to myself does anyone know any website from where we can order and they will send to place in india, if anyone knows do let me know, as I am in progress of doing the things which I didn't done...

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