Dear readers,

It's been a while since we last talked and expressed our feelings.
I am posting this just to check up on you. Let you know you are loved 
and anything you ever need I am here for you.
ps. I am at a point of my life where i am fighting for my happiness 
that's basically why I didn't post for a while. Thank you for understanding.

Always yours, 
Angel Blue

Love

Need friends😊

Friends

Can't sleep? Google about "Vladimir komrov" 

Other

His mother made a bag for me, like that with wool, and she wants to wish me. What does this mean? I was clear on my part that  i actually don't want to take the things on this level. Still, all of this is happening. His mthr doing such things for me means that there is something on her part too. Feeling anxious, angry and confused!

Me and this guy finally cut things off between us. We had been talking off and on for a year, but these past few weeks I just found no happiness talking to him anymore, and it seemed like he didnt either. We spent maybe 2 weeks like this but today ended things. It is sad, we did so much together and opened eachother to new things, but the connection left. Its weird. But it was easy, were both fine. I just wanted to talk about it. And again, I had been feeling distant for like 2 weeks, but what really encouraged me to break up was because my old friend had text me today, and I thought he never had plans to talk to me again. So it opened my mind, and also gave me closure. If he could talk to me even though it seemed like it was impossible, I could stop talking to this guy even if it was hard. We often get stuck in routine. But anyways, it really stung when the guy said he didnt feel our spark anymore either.. Thanks for reading

Relationships

Today is tough....
Tomorrow ie even tougher....
But the next day is beautiful...
Most people die Tomorrow evening 🥴

Society

Hi, I don’t really know who to discuss this with in my life so I’m putting it here. 

I’m asexual or I think I am, but I still want a romantic relationship someday…. I think. I don’t know. I just, I don’t want to be left behind. All of my friends have or have had romantic relationships before. I haven’t, but I do want to try it. And I think it’s possible although I don’t know what asexual means for me. I think I’m somewhere on the ace spectrum. I just don’t know where and a while back I was listening to a podcast and the one being interviewed was aro/ace and said that they found most relationships that are strictly romantic fall apart. So what if I try something that is doomed from the start? 

LGBTQ

The boy i like the most he friendzoned me even deep down i know he has some feelings for me but idk why he is not accepting may be bcoz of caste he is Muslim and I'm hindu, after we both decided to be with each other as a good friend i think communication gap has developed, he is keeping himself very busy but from 3 may my internship will also be going to start 9 to 6 job, i don't know how I'll manage time and all I'm getting worrying that what if just bcoz of my time shift and work load will affect our friendship in any cost i don't want to lose him or i don't want even that he lose interest in me in this communication gap

Hope

Now I have to remember you for longer than i have known you.

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