Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Dear person,
I know you’re going to read this. I just want to tell you that i hate it. I hate that you’re all i can think about. I hate that with the distance between us i cannot hug you or hold your hand when that’s all i want to do. I hate that you understand me more than anyone ever has. I hate that my heart speeds a but when i see your text but at the same time it’s not the bad anxiety but this safe feeling. And most of all i hate you for having the ability to make me feel this way.
Yours sincerely,
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