Dear mom,

When did I stand on my feet?

I don't know when I grew up Those black spot, milk,

From crawling on the knees, In the lap of your love Even today everything is the same. I am a Simple and innocent spear, I know I am the best No matter how big I become

For you I am everywhere This is how your love,

For you Mother "I am still your child".

Miss you mom 💙

Sanjay Mishra

Kabita 💫

Deep 

Exhausted

I don’t know when I’m going to start feeling better. I was not this person, you know. I used to believe that things would be all well in the end. That’s why we like to live in our imaginations. Because there we can be whatever we want to, mould things but the truth is reality sucks and maybe it’s not reality that’s sucking the life out of me. I am. 

Delusion

Every new day is a new chapter, explore and admire. 

Life

any song recommendations... any genre works 

Gratitude

i hate life nothing ever goes good at all i just wish i was dead and with my family in heaven the only thing life does for me is fucks me over and over again im done with trying to stay positive im done with trying to stay happy i just want to end every single pain that i feel ik i have some people that really does care about me but all i want right now is to end everything i hate being suicidal i hate being homicidal i hate everything
just kill me now JUST FUCKING KILL ME IM ENDING EVERYTHING GOODBYE FOREVER

Self Harm

Age 14-16 anyone?

Lonely

Why do I feel terrible when something good happens to me?? Like I feel so guilty when my parents buy me something expensive..
I had a very happy childhood and my family does not have any kind of financial issues, but I always feel very guilty whenever my parents spend money on me.

Family

So.. I am in relationship..
And my partner is not giving me enough time ..
even after asking her a lot of time she dont share anything anymore to me.
At  this point of time i thought that I don't have any more value in her life..
so i asked her directly, 
and as expected I didn't have a value anymore.
And now a days we don't talk or text very frequently though.
If i call her she won't pick my calls.!!
if i text her she won't reply in time..!!
she will reply to my messages after hours. like 6-7 hrs ..
sometimes even days..
i think she is loosing interest in me ...
or she already did.. i don't know..
 

And yet she  says she loves me ..

i don't feel like to be in this relationship anymore.
But i do love her 😔❤️

Long Distance Relationship

okay so there’s this guy that I’ve met through swimming lessons and he goes to my school ASWELL. We always make eye contact and I’ve  started seeing him more in school. 
 AND NOW THAT HES STARTED GIVING ME MORE ATTENTION I SOMEHOW LIKE HIM (probably
 because I never really got that much attention when I was younger but idk).  AND SOMETIMES HE TRIES TO GET REALLY CLOSE TO ME AT SCHOOL WHEN HE WALKS WITH HIS FRIENDS BC I ALSO WALK WITH MY FRIENDS AND THE CORRIDOR WASNT THAT BIG SO I HAD TO MOVE AND HE WAS LIKE RIGHT NEXT TO ME BC HIS FRIENDS WENT INFRONT OF HIM AND HE WAS WALKING BEHIND. AND IDK IF HE LIKES ME OR NOT BRO. (we dont have any classes together but he’s in my year)

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