Day has not been going very well honestly🙃
I have a bad cold since the past week and feel like it’s eating up my head🙄
My social energy has basically died and I just wanna be alone but also have a FOMO so...😬

Dunno what to do but feels good to write about it here😅 A checking up mail from Now&Me today made me feel very good and I realised someone is there to listen 🥺
I hope I had the guts to post this not anonymously 😓

Thank you so much this means a lott🥺
I cannot even remember the last time someone was so supportive of my feeings and tried to understand 🧡

I do feel much better now thanks 😊 

You are really brave to share your feelings on how you feel. That must have taken courage to share this. Feel free to vent... we're here for you. What's on your mind? Don't keep it all bottled up. It's good to let it all out. 

Anyone around daman here?

Friends

CLOUDS ARE SO MUCH ANGRY TODAY, AS IF THEY ARE LETTING THERE PAIN OUT IN THE FORM OF ANGER. THEY ARE TRYING TO CONNECT WITH US SO BADLY , THEY WANT TO EXPRESS THERE PAIN , AND FAILING IN EACH ATTEMPT . I WANT TO ASSURE IT BY TELLING IM HERE , I M LISTENING, AND I UNDERSTAND YOU , JUST LET IT ALL OUT BUDDY. 

3am Thoughts

Better late than never!

Career

More and more i think about it ,more and more it hurts. The pain and fear is killing me from inside and i don't know how to deal with it. When things go bad,i don't have anything to look up and say ,hell yeah i will work hard for this or that. I just stand there like i don't care and deep inside it breaks me and my confidence.  More and more when i hear my mom saying you cant study well why are you like this,u are not even able to complete one single task and all those indirect taunts ,they are killing me and i can't sleep at night,what am i?? When i know i am just a passing cloud then why is it hurting so much and tearing me apart.  All i need is a break i guess but it won't work until i work hard ,ik the path ik the aim but how to start?? Step by step is not working, i am missing steps ,i am not able to do it why??? 

I am beyond stressed, Im spread out to thin. No one is here for me. I just turned 18 and Im a senior, yknow, thats on my plate rn. I live in a toxic ass household, Im lonely. Everything is virutal, Im at home all the time. I think im going insane sometimes. Im so stressed, I literally just had a mental breakdown over a cucumber. I was cutting a cucumber so I could eat it, its like my favorite fruit ever, and while im doing it my little brother is hitting me, knocking over my food to the ground, etc. And Im not allowed to get after him, so I just keep cutting and Im getting worked up because his hits hurts, so I start shaking and I slice my finger. Then I eat a cucumber and I start choking on it just because im anxious. My mother is doing nothing to stop him at all. So anyways, I go to the bathroom and leave my plate on the microwave, but when I come back my brother had already ate them :( so I go to my room and start screaming and crying into my pillow. Then I go outside, and while I go through the front door my mom and other brother were like "your crazy, it sounded like you were getting killed" but I just ignored them and went outside. I sat on the grass, then layed down which felt amazing. Like my problems were little compared to the whole world. I feel so tired, worn down, sad, stressed. Most of the time Im happy, funny, and responsible tho. Im tired of this quarantine, I spend all day home, in this dumb ass toxic environment. And the reason I got so worked up about the cucumber was because it was the only one in the fridge, and I hadn't had any in weeks. My parents rarely buy me anything, so I was very excited for it. And on top of that I am vegetarian so half of the things my parents cook I cant even eat. Idk its not the cucumber, its just everything else. School is stressful, I have to take exams and I suck at them yet I get all A's, my mom took my phone away, the only time I leave the house is to go to walmart which is like once every 2 weeks. Im losing my shit in here. And I think im in love with my best friend, and I think I have been for the past 4 years. 

Stress

I was in a relationship for the past 6 years and it's was a long-distance relationship. I recently found out that he's chatting with other people and it isn't normal chatting it's flirting. And he has written messages as I like you, I'm interested in you and do text me here's my number.
I'm shattered by this behaviour and it's unethical. I confronted him and he accepted that he's been doing it and everybody does it. He said it doesn't mean anything to him and he only loves me.
He said he won't repeat it and wanted to give him another chance.
But I can't unsee it. I love him wholeheartedly and I trusted him all these years. And what I got in return is this. 
What's your perspective and if you were in my position what would you do?

Breakup

Respect goes both ways always remember. If you respect other then others will also respect you.
The choice is up to you respect other get more respect in return,
Don't respect others and you'll never earn anyone respect.

Guys not an attention post but please genuinely tell me what action of girls make you fall for them? There must be something 

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