Day 0. 
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I am figuring things out. I am realising that a lot of things are temperory and I need to let them go. 

had a poorly productive day, but every day is a new beginning. 

So targets for tomorrow, i.e. Day 1:

Wake up by 5. 
Drink lukewarm water.
Attempt 2 LR test, 1 LA test and 1 English test. 
Break + pre breakfast. 
---- by 9
Revise draft 2 of May
History 20 pages 
Shower
------ by 12
Draft 3 of May 
June draft 3 and 4
----------- by 4
Attempt a mock 
---------- by 6 
Go for a walk 
---------- by 7
Draft 4 of May 
---------- by 10
Read a book 
---------- sleep by 11


Miscellaneous task:
Use instagram less 
Don't invest much time on phone calls.
15 glasses of water. 
Stay focused. 


Motivation

How to delete my account here?

Other

Anyone here I can talk?

Lonely

Why dont parents understand that there could be something bothering us which is not related to them and can affect us. I had a small argument with my mom and I went in my room to sit alone so I won't have a huge fight with her coz I had a lot going on in my life right now. But she would not stop bugging me and keeps reminding me how a bad daughter I am and I never understand my parents.

Family

Hi guys,
So since the coronavirus started, we got quarantined. I got far away from my friends due to lockdown. In college, there was this guy named Raghav started asking me for notes. But then after a period of time we shared our Instagram and snapchat id's. But since I am a science student I was not well aware of how to use both of them(P.S: Now I am). So we started talking a lot. But since I was not able to use them properly, this guy thought that I am kind of stalking him or typing something but not sending him. So he told his friend Sahil to talk to me. Well I found him weird at first but then we started talking a lot. We found out that we had so many common interests and also shared same kind of humor. Well after 2 months of talking, Sahil asked me to be his girlfriend. But it was too sudden for me. Well the main reason was that we had not met yet and also I have only seen him on his Instagram feed and also I was not sure about my feelings for him, I didn't wanted him to keep hanging over me. So I explained him my situation and he agreed and said that's ok, it happens well we can even be bestfriends. So since that day until now that is 8 months we have been talking daily not a single day goes without talking to him. And still we haven't met but I started realizing that I have been getting strong feelings for me. But now I don't know if he still likes me or not. Since our main exams are just a month away and he wanted to study seriously, so he removed all of his friends from snapchat and just kept me since it is convenient for me to talk on snapchat. If you want a description of him; he is very kind, cracks lame jokes, has weird kind of humor, always makes me happy if I am upset and never forgets to send this cute goodnight messages.

Boyfriend

a question 
why am such a stupid person 

Anxiety

So life is really weird these days,. I entered a relationship. My ex and best friend(both are the same person) is upset about it.My ex never expressed his love for me but now when I'm in a relationship, My boyfriend and my ex are showering me with love and attention. I have no idea what to do because sometimes I really feel those moments with my ex again but I also love my boyfriend and I'm not able to decide what to do. I feel Fucked up. Someone please suggest.

I am extremely depressed and anxious these days. My health is not fine from past 1 year and its really taking a toll on me to handle situations sometimes.

Hi! 
These days I'm not feeling well, I feel like I'm useless, as if I'll never able to archieve something in my life. I see other people's life going and going while mine is stuck. I am stuck.
I'm still 18 and I have big dreams for me but I feel like I'll never make them a reality...I want to go to University and then move to Korea or another country, that's what I what I want but probably I'll fail...I spend my days at home and when I go to school it's okay, (not good but okay) because I have things to do and I don't have time to think about future. ...but everytime school breaks begins I feel like this, even if when I'm going to school I feel overstressed but I hate more to don't have the strenght to do nothing. I feel like I'm not living, just surving and I honestly hate it so much. I tend to think too much about everything, mostly about my future. I also feel so alone and I have anxiety...
And I know I'm stupid because there's a lot of people who are in a worse situation than mine but I can't help feeling like this.
I always try to be cheerful around people but it's just so hard...

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