Damn i want to kill my self
my mom thought that she knew everything about but hell no i was bullied for 5 years they took all my food laugh at me for what i was wearing i just want to kill my self oh and my mom yells at me for not having straight A but nobody helps me with my studies so yeah i help everybody around me and i dont get anything back
Hey, why should u kill urself?? You didn’t do anything wrong… those bullies did… they broke your self confidence and tortured you… perhaps your studies also got affected by this…
I would suggest you one thing, if you believe that your mom will listen to you, trust her once, go near her, sit calmly and without being emotional, tell her everything you think that she doesn’t know… about your problems, about your bullying, about your issues with her… I am sure that she would understand.
If those bullies still bother you, muster up courage once and complain to a higher authority- your teacher, principal etc… Bullying isn’t normal or just a routine teasing, it isn’t less than a crime which has full potential to destroy lives. And you, you aren’t responsible for it… you shouldn’t be ashamed… those bullies should be ashamed who have so much hatred and insecurities within them… they know that they won’t get attention by being nice… so please stop blaming yourself… don’t harm yourself…
No one should tell you what should eat or what should you wear… You are precious and beautiful as you are made…
Try to inform your mother, teachers or close friends about that… till you don’t tell them the problem, they won’t be able to trust you and help you… your mom doesn’t know your complexities perhaps that’s why she gets angry… You can’t study till you are at peace mentally and you gain back your confidence… so trust her once, tell her , report those bullies… your circumstances will change… you are braver than you believe & smarter than you think. I am with you, you’ve got this…
Hugs!🤗
