Cvt on thighs & hands.
That’s the purpose of s3lf h@rming
Bleeding like a hell
Yeah, i am just clean the mess I’ve done, so no one knows about it.
It feels like shit, everything. Everyone says it’s okay everything will be fine someday but I’ve been harming from last two years. Rn i am totally numb. Turning my mental pain into physical is what i do everyday
Literally everything, especially my mom. But rn, i did it because i upset my sister. All government entrance exams for fashion designing has been already done except nift. And I’m stressing over it and my father is not really paying attention and that’s okay he is a busy man. Something happened and i said in front of her “he isn’t paying attention, what will i do. It’s not like i can fill any college’s form can we even pay for it” and she got angry because she thought i said this in bad way and called our family poor (we are not). But i just made a statement and after that she told me don’t talk to me and it hurt me coz she’s the only one i talk to, in my house. And it really made me feel guilty because i too felt i called my father poor, which he isn’t. He is really doing a LOT for us i can’t even mention and i respect him a lot. So yeah, that’s what happened. And rn i am here sitting all numb, in pain
Thank you so much, it means a lot
Idk, i did try to talk to her and explain i didn’t mean in that way but she’s not listening and it is hurting a lot inside.
Well my mom is toxic. My sister knows too, because she’s not like this with me but my sister too. About harming, she once saw my cuts but i made an excuse. So she doesn’t know about that. And I don’t wanna tell her about cuts
They will never. I know they will never. I’ve been trying to tell them but they never took it seriously so yeah.
Thank you so much, I’ll try it. I am not sure, something will change because I’ve tried everything but if you say so then I’ll try. Thank you <3
Thank you! Love you. You are the best person. I am so sorry, if all the things i said bothered or triggered you and sorry if you’re not fine and you had to motivate me. Thank you so much <3