Cvt on thighs & hands.
Yeah
Thatβs the purpose of s3lf h@rming
Bleeding like a hell
Yeah, i am just clean the mess Iβve done, so no one knows about it.
It feels like shit, everything. Everyone says itβs okay everything will be fine someday but Iβve been harming from last two years. Rn i am totally numb. Turning my mental pain into physical is what i do everyday
Literally everything, especially my mom. But rn, i did it because i upset my sister. All government entrance exams for fashion designing has been already done except nift. And Iβm stressing over it and my father is not really paying attention and thatβs okay he is a busy man. Something happened and i said in front of her βhe isnβt paying attention, what will i do. Itβs not like i can fill any collegeβs form can we even pay for itβ and she got angry because she thought i said this in bad way and called our family poor (we are not). But i just made a statement and after that she told me donβt talk to me and it hurt me coz sheβs the only one i talk to, in my house. And it really made me feel guilty because i too felt i called my father poor, which he isnβt. He is really doing a LOT for us i canβt even mention and i respect him a lot. So yeah, thatβs what happened. And rn i am here sitting all numb, in pain
Thank you so much, it means a lot
Idk, i did try to talk to her and explain i didnβt mean in that way but sheβs not listening and it is hurting a lot inside.
Well my mom is toxic. My sister knows too, because sheβs not like this with me but my sister too. About harming, she once saw my cuts but i made an excuse. So she doesnβt know about that. And I donβt wanna tell her about cuts
They will never. I know they will never. Iβve been trying to tell them but they never took it seriously so yeah.
Thank you so much, Iβll try it. I am not sure, something will change because Iβve tried everything but if you say so then Iβll try. Thank you <3
Thank you! Love you. You are the best person. I am so sorry, if all the things i said bothered or triggered you and sorry if youβre not fine and you had to motivate me. Thank you so much <3