currently, it feels like you are the finish line.
i’m running. i’m almost there. but everytime i get closer, you move further away from me. i don’t have that much energy to keep running. i used to. but it’s been drained out of me. i keep running but people keep overtaking me. i was at the first. now i’m the third.
and you know, in this race, it’s not about “giving your best”, it’s about winning.
and i don’t even know if i want to win anymore. i’m too tired. i need rest. or maybe i don’t.
Maybe you’re in the wrong race!
Hello, thanks for sharing your problem. I think that your motivation is declining and you are not giving your best.
Try to keep you motivated. Don’t be low. Success won’t come in single attempt. So try again and again and prepare yourself for better future.
I understand, maybe you should try something you like, take some time for your self like a long walk or something you love to do. Your personal space and time.