Crush se baat krte vhkt mera khada ku hota hai??
Even thought vha mai kuch imagine ni kr rha hota hu 

Crush

Ghrwale shadi ke liye rishta dekh re hai

Or me mna bhi nh kr pari kyuki mene unse oehle time manga tha apne liye but us time muje apne ex ki vjh se bht depression rha ... Or me vo time utilize nh kr pai...

Or ab vo time khtm ho chuka or mna kis muh se kru me apne ghrwalon ko abhi na koi job hai na koi source of income... 

Or muje shadi bhi nh krni hai.... Chahe job bhi lg jae....
Ye sab soch soch ke pdhai me concentration bhi nh hora  mere relatives ek muh se to ye bol rebhai ki job kr taki financially independent reh ske or husband pe depend na hona pde... 
Or dusre muh se keh re h job kr to tera bio data improve hoga (shadi wala) 
Pta nh chahte kya hai.....

Confusion

Bahut bechaini hori hai 
Work pressure bahut jyada hai at ofc plus personal life mai 
Mental state confused hai 
I feel caught up in my own thoughts
Right now i m very anxious 


3am Thoughts

So she bloc.ked me out of nowhere? I mean we're talking and sharing memes on regular basis. We were meeting this Wednesday. We listen to music together on discord. Aur abhi dekha toh she bloc.ked me Insta.gram? what does that mean, dear girls? 
ps: I'm calm, a little bit worried if everything is okay or not. There is no other place where we are connected + I'm waiting to see maybe she did for some purpose, and I think i should wait. But what's your opinion?

Bhai, yeh Ajay kitni ladkiyon ko play karne ka try kiya hain? Hadd hain yaar. Mujhe toh isse bure vibes aaye hi the, yeh aise sabko bolta hain ki k drama kaisa pyaar karega and all, kitno ko bolta phirta hain yeh ek hi cheez? Ajeeb insaan hain, aur baat karne ki tameez toh bilkul hi nahi hain isme. Main bhi ek ladki hi hoon jiske saath yeh khelne ka try kar chuka hain but nahi kar paaya. Thoda careful raho sab. And woh bura hain bolke saare ladko ko bhi blame mat karo yaha, jisko bura hona hota hain, woh ladki ho chahe ladka, woh bura hi hota hain. 

Harassment

Pata hai i often used to say that mujhe kabhi koi insaan nahi mila abhi tk in the sense of love but I I've got really good friends. Aaj mai yaha pr bhi haar gai.. Mai literally bohot koshish kr rahi hu kaise ye bond bachau when I'm at my lowest point, nothing happened now it is what it is. I feels heavy heart really!! 

Adulting

Immature hu
Ajj tak sunta aaya hu 
Un logo se jinho ne meri hasi ko hasti se kae jada upar rakha
Kyoki mai khul ke has leta hu na
Logo ko unke hisaab se kae jada izzat de
deta hu na
Khuli aakho se bekhoff ho kar sapne dekh
lete hu na
Un tute risto me kahi na kahi dosti dodh leta hu
Bato hi Bato me aauro se kuch jada hi bharosa kar leta hu
Gusse me galiyo ki jagha muskura ke ro
leta hu
Aavaj me davab nhi hai
Najro me katil aada nhi hai
Sach batau to attitude ki sakt kami hai
Dil masumm hai Or Dimag un logo se bahut jada samajdaar hai
Aasar me Immature ka tag dene valo ko to Fomo hai...

Such batau to unko bekoof ho kar hamare jese zindagi Jine ka sa anubav nhi hai

Anxiety

bhaiyo aur beheno koi sasta aur acha phone suggest kar do  ........

Relationship ek channi ki tarah hoti h emotionally raw human being ko pura chan ke ek proper emotions controlled human bana deti h...

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