Consistency is harder when no one is clapping for you. 
You must clap for yourself during those times.
You should always be your biggest fan. 
Night✨

Affirmations

Lonely 

Addiction

I have a really attractive friend she is very popular 
don't get me wrong I love her so much she is my bestfriend
but with her I feel invisible everyone wants to talk about her 
and she has so many friends 
and I am also pretty ,I'm tall, I'm fit but I feel small around her 
and she is a very nice person 
so am I 
I know it silly but sometimes it bothers me 
like someone comes to talk to me and goes your friend is really pretty 
and I feel invisible 
I don't want to feel like this 

Lonely

I can't do it anymore
We broke up a month ago, and she misused my trust in her so much.
Yet, every night I dream that we just talk and solve it, and hang out together. And every day I wake up and experience this break up again.

I'm so exhausted mentally, I can't handle it anymore

hey everyone 😍


i'm back online if anyone wants to chat 😇


i hope everyone slept good or is sleeping good 🤔


i told you i'd be back 😌



i'm just in bed charging my phone 🥰 it's going pretty good 😀


i just wanted to post to say hey 🥳


if you haven't sent a connection request but wana send one go for it 😌 everyone is welcome to send a connection request 🤭




i'll be here if anyone needs anything 🤗

Adulting

good morning I hope everyone is doing okay I just want to say that you are loved by me and a bunch of other people please don't give up there's no reason of getting up and if you do what would you get a that ? you're more special than you realize and you're probably all so strong independent person. l know sometimes I be hard but don't give up I love you.

Self Love

People who make you smile through your bad days are important 🤎

3am Thoughts

This is going to be more of a rant where I process my emotions as I type. 2 years ago today marks a breakup of a relationship that lasted 4 years. My breakup was really hard because unlike many, I was blamed as the reason for the breakup. The usual cliche excuse was not used, instead, it was a gesture to all of me as the reasoning and then a sudden cut off in communication. This left me confused and hurt, I spent the next year crying and not being able to get out of bed or get anything done. That year was when I started self-harming and spiraling down again, which I had done early on in the relationship as well. I hated myself and believed that just as my ex-partner had said, I was abusive and cruel with no consideration for their feelings. I don't really know what is true, was I abusive? I'm not really sure. Since that time I have painted myself as a monster in order to justify the breakup and have counted everything against myself. My family, of course, is no help, as from the beginning have screamed at me and ignored my problems and feelings. I feel alone and as if I am in a dark place. However, I also believe that I deserve to be where I am and that I deserve much worse than what I am currently experiencing. Is this just due to some type of trauma? Is it really bad to feel this way? Even through all this, I have desperately clung to my ex-partner, begging for any attention from them. Yet every time I say something to them, I feel like an annoying ex crawling back for love because I can't find it anywhere else. Is there something wrong with me? Well, that's all for my little rant. 

Khuda nawaaze tujhe mujhse bhi behtar,
Magar tu humesha mere liye tarse..
:')

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