confidence boost karne ke liye suggest some songs 
I'm a female

no but It is not a confidence boost type of song

For what kind of things,do you want to increase confidence?

21-lola(idk 😅it helps me)
Unstoppable -sia
Who says -selena 

If you like rap, then lose yourself from eminem is good pick

There are many on Spotiffyy
just search confidence boosters of bad b playlists
it has some amazing onesss

Music

my friend with benefits just told me he loves me.. 

3am Thoughts

Anyone wants to talk? I just want to cry 😢 🥺🥺🥺

Exhausted

i really need to talk to someone

Nothing is the same without Meredith. ￼

Love

Anyone who is dead inside....wanna connect

Depression

I judge people without any reason 🌚

i'm not very emotionally strong, and living in india, it's really stressful due to that. and my boards result just came put a month ago... the result wasn't great it was 78% and i didn't give the exam... i know that if i did... i would've gotte  above 80 for sure... and since then my mom has been saying some mean stuff... the thing is... everybody says that stufff... every parent ( in a middle class indian society) but i'm not very emotionaly strong, and cant
 just let it be... thinking it's fine she's my mom... she once said and i quote- "itte kam marks m to koi aur ro ro ke mar jaata".
i had a family friend, ahe commited sucide cause of her marks in 12th, and that has always affected me, and maybe that's the reason i'm so sensitive towards exam related stuff. and when i told my mom abt this feeling last year before my exams, she thought i was threatening her, by saying i will commit sucide if she says anything abt my result. (obvioulsy that was not what i was doing, i just wanted to telll her her abt what i was feeling.... big big mistake) amd she has been talking to me very badly since the result... i can't stop thinking about something once it's done ( like ny friend's sucide, or the fact my mom thinks i should've died cause my result is so bad) and i had another exams this month periodic tests, and i couldn't perform well, i just couldn't study, i'm not lazy, i know that... i'm not... byt i couldn't study... maybe i was afraid because what if i stufy and my result is still bad... and i did a big mistake again today... tried to tell my mom about my feelings.... told her that the way she has been treating me the last month, it really sucks... and i'm afraid to study because of that... and she said i was blaming her... and that i was just a brat. then she went on to say that i have one job- to study, and i cant evenn do that... and that i'm gonna ruin my future... and hers too. and i wish i was emotionaly strong... and could just let it go... but i cant.  she has also always been passing comments about my weight... and i developed an eating disorder a few months ago... and once a relative said something abt ky weight, in a room full of people... and she could see i was visibly miserable... but she decided to laugh with them...  and even after i told her that it was not cool and that she shouldn've said something... she didn't care... and i was miserable... so i shouted... and when i walked out of the room... the first thing that she said to my dad was - " itte zor zor se chilla rahi thi, bahar ja rahi hogi awaaz" 
seriously.... this is what ur worried about. it has been miserable since i understood what toxic behaviours she has... maybe it was better when i was stupid amd thought everything is love. 

Suicidal Ideation

02/03/23

It's today i realised I was looking at the wrong place to find myself. I was looking among other humans to find what was inside me but it's today I found myself looking inwards towards my thoughts, actions and beliefs.

Humans are set apart from wild animals cause humans feel hurt, guilt and emptiness. When a being transcends from these beliefs,he then becomes a MONSTER. 

We have heard about monsters in folk lores and stories about how humans turn into vampires and werewolves but now when I think about it it's pretty simple, it's not like they grow wings and claws, it's more about how their mind now has the power to fly past needless human emotions and how their claws can strike down every human logic of a sane mind.

Guess MONSTERS really do exist.

This concept of monsters I feel is not by reading about criminals and seriel killers but it's the result of accepting what's inside me .

You could call me a maniac,a psychopath or you might as well consider me A MONSTER. I no longer feel guilty, pity or sorrow and the world is filled with people like me but only a few can accept the monster they have become.

I lost my humanity or it's more appropriate to say I tore down the walls of guilt, pity and love with the claws I found within.

I graciously accept what I have become

i.e A MONSTER



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