I wish I could tell my ex best friend that I did not mean to hurt him but things are complicated and I took out someone else’e anger on him and blocked him😖
Tell me what to do? I feel so guilty sometimes but sometimes I feel like its okay I need to move on
Had a huge fight with brother and his wife (she’s pregnant ) because I overreacted on couple of jokes . I made the atmosphere at home tensed . I have mental issues and I haven’t told my brother and his wife about it cause I didn’t wanna trouble them (only my parents know about it). I feel disgusted at myself for overreacting and hurting my sister in law . Should’ve acted more mature. I won’t be able to forgive myself easily. I hope my family does . It pains me , and I can’t sleep . I want to make things better than what they are .
I liked my class topper. He was so weird towards me. Sometimes he was so nice and sometimes he was asshole to me. I knew for a fact that he had feelings for me too. And he did tried on me for one semester but I have went through something bad in the past that’s why I didn’t have the strength to let anyone in and I still dont. And also there was an issue of different religion. God he is so good looking. Sometimes I do wonder how our life would be together if shit didn’t happen and we were together like normal people. I dont think I have seen such good looking guy in person.
