Communicate your problem with your co workers instead of carrying your grudges further and hampering your constructive work

Yes, try to communicate your problems with co workers and Seniors. Don't carry any grudges, it will hamper your work. Stay positive and communicate nicely. Try to avoid communication gaps among you. 

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People should know that not telling about my story is not my privacy but my trauma. 

3am Thoughts

How much can u hate a girl u was in relationship with for 4years, u cared for her, u wanted to marry her told all ur friends and cousins about her, made her feel loved in all the ways, she loved u back the same way... And then u cheated on her after 4yrs with ur best friend and left her when she found out saying u fell out of love... U didn't tell her the truth every now and then she found out something new about ur betrayal, u kept denying everything but when she had all the proof u just said that u fell out of love... U didn't tell her sorry didn't give her any closure instead abused her verbally blamed her for falling out of love... Manipulated her emotionally and took money when she asked for money u didn't return so she called ur parents, ur parents blamed her for trapping u into a relationship... U abused her for calling ur parents and blocked her... Ur brother and sister blocked her because she confronted them for knowing about ur cheating n still supporting you saying u did nothing wrong 
If u r the guy here what would b ur thoughts and how much would u hate her??

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Yesterday I was talking with my friend and I asked him a question do you ever cry??  and what he replied was No I don't cry and man don't cry they don't have to cry..they are not emotional they are so strong but I didn't understand one thing why crying is consider as a weak emotion Why letting go of emotions is difficult for man why they are conditioned like we have to be strong and emotions are for weak can anyone help me undrstand that why we consider emotions as gender specific 

I'm kind of new to this "share your feelings arena" But still here I go.. There is a girl who is my best friend (not sure if we are still) I know here since 2nd grade.. We are from the same school since childhood..We both used to make fun of each other and talk stuffs for fun but when I was 15 I got a crush on her and i didn't say anything.. Later she got into a relationship with some guy.. And 2 years later they broke up.. In the mean time me and her got distant.. We weren't talking properly 2 yrs passed and my feelings for also got moved on I thought.. Later On 2020 she messaged me for my Bday and We spoke for a while and the most beautiful coincidence is jus 10 days after my bday is hers.. So i wished for hers too.. Later we jus had little chats abt few things. But at this she was in a relationship with the same guy.. So later it went on and again we went distant and we didn't chat for a while.. Then later on June 2021..she messaged me asking for a physics assignment.. That Message Was The Breaking Point.. I don't know maybe I should have avoided that message or jus should have avoided her after there.. Soon after that time we became too close.. August Month was Our Birthdays.. That Month.. August was the Best Month Of My Entire Life.. We were this close to be in a relationship.. We could've Had It All.. I know she clearly had feelings for me and so did I.. One Day She asked me whether I had feelings for her but i said I don't know cuz I don't wanna say the Truth cuz I was scared of losing  our friendship and the one Best Thing That has Happened To Me In My Entire Life.. Nor I didn't wanna lie To her by saying No.. Because I have Never Lied To Her.. I never will.. But she was forcing me to give an answer and i still said I don't know.. She Then said Okay.. And Days Passed By.. And We were still in good touch and then.. At the Time Of November... That's When everything started to fall.. She went to A Birthday Party.. There was a guy (who was my friend and her friend too) people spread rumors that they both were close and he touched her Chest... This rumour came to me after 2 days.. I didn't know what to do.. I started avoiding for a bit.. Thinking that this actually had happened.. But she still messaged me.. Asking how was my day.. Sending good night messages with the Hearts.. I was fool To Avoid her.. Later I tried to confess her but she said nothing like that happened.. And This was not the worst part.. Some guy/girl opened a fake insta id and asked her did this situation happen at the party and did she liked it when he touched her.. And more offensive stuffs... She thought it was me who created the id and asked her like this.. She then sent the screenshots and asked me.. I was too shattered.. I can't believe that the only person who I thought would believe me asked me this.. I was too embarrassed. . Later there came a small distant.. Later we moved on with this issue and started talking.. But weeks later she says that she got into a relationship with the guy(the guy who people thought touched her chest).. He was her friend too.. I couldn't believe it... It was so heartbreaking.. I couldn't concentrate on many things... Now they are still in the  relationship and here I am Loving Her More than I ever did.. There are 2 things I regeret.. One Is That not telling her That I love Her and no. 2 is asking her that whether they both were cls... I wanted to say this here.. So this is it... 

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Mental Health

So frustrated ughh.So I was interning with this company for an event it's a start up. It was work from home and they would randomly text us at 9pm or sometimes even at 10pm for attending group meetings etc being a student who has to manage studying + assignments it was getting hard for me but i did not report it to the founders  Because i felt like they were nice to me as they would give me breaks if i told them i had exams. Anyone can have a bad day so we used to have on field work some days and I was just talking to my colleague who was facing  similar problems.I was just discussing about how i felt like WFH is good but is not something for me and i prefer work from office as it creates a boundary and you can plan better and like how am new to WFH and having a hard time etc and then i said that i wish we had an option to work from office but we don't really have a proper office and the office is small so, so many people won't be able to work there,for me i had no intention of hurting anyone but someone snitched the convo to the founders.We just had 15 more days for the event with just 20 sales out of 500 so they decided to shift to next month and the founders without even questions me or even informing me about the situation sent me my internship completion certificate and told me that they don't want me to be a part of the extend period which I totally appreciate no harm in that but they said they really liked my work and wanted to hire me full-time but they don't want me anymore because their company and project is smaller than my expectations and they never promised me an 8 storied office and WFH is the new trend and I shouldn't be living in the 90s instead try to get used to the new things and stay updated.They think that I feel like their project is not upto their standards and I should have a respectful attitude towards people and their visions.So they are not a directly but somehow indirectly firing me. Does this makes sense? I do know companies can fire employee's for badmouthing but does this comes under that i am very new to this and i would like to correct my self if i made any mistakes. Am so confused and feeling very anxious

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