Coming to terms with how not everything is my fault, and how sometimes the other person's dismissal is due to their own shortcomings and not mine (hopefully) 

Mental Health

Suffering from Tim Cric Syndrome 🙂🔪

Mental Illness

To be honest i am feeling more depressed thatn ever, i had breakup one year back, even at that time i did not feel this sad. Now being at home with my family I don’t know why i am feeling so sad. I miss my ex more than ever, i feel there is no purpose of my life, i feel my parents don’t love me at all. I feel like whenever i open my mouth i just hurt people and they in turn hurt me. I feel like dying must be a easy solution as i die no body is gonna be hurt as no body loves me, I don’t have a very exciting career also which will be impacted. Actually i have nothing in my life right now go be happy about so i think dying must not be that bad at this point in my life.

If you ask me anytime what's on your mind, I'll be answering 'millions of dilemmas'. I mean who wouldn't right? 
PS:I hate typing which is a easy and lazy but shitty task.

Frustration

Is there anyone having trouble in their marriage.

3am Thoughts

I'm so sorry but please don't think me weak, pathetic or attention seeker for what I'll say now..
I'm a 18 year old human and i recently gave my pre medical exam and i won't get my desired college this year so I'll be taking a drop for preparing again for it
But you know what, I'm completely broken because my friends are going to college and now I'm feeling left alone
No, actually the people whom i thought to be friends till now were just using me to pass their time, just to showoff through sns
So my friends left me, even my bestfriend
I failed my exam by not getting a decent college even after studying hard for past two years and i was just a financial burden on parents, i even gained weight by sitting and studying for long hours 
I know it sounds kinda stupid but this exam was everything for me since i put my soul into this and being introvert it's just so much hard for me to ask for help
I feel lonely and i always wanted to have someone who can say me, "i know that you're not okay"
Actually i help everyone how much i can but no one even cares for me, why?
I'm human and when i get hurt i cry and feel left, lonely and sad too
No one actually cares about my feelings 😓, and no one cares to ask me how I'm doing 
I've had a feeling of self harm since months and now i feel suicidal but the thing which is holding me is my family
I can't see them in trouble even after i go, i can't be selfish just to think about me even now
But i have feeling of self doubt, being useless, burden, and i feel like I'm a parasite who's sucking all my parents efforts by not getting results 
I sometimes feel like giving up on my dream of becoming dr but at the same time i want to hold on for a little more
I don't know what wrong I've done for my friends to leave me
Please give me some genuine advice🙏
I request you all, i think I'll not be able to handle this hard time now


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