Coment your name and i will sing a song for u.. If u like it.. We'll be frend ✨😇💞

Nikki nikki gall nu vadhayi rakh dae
24 ghante khap khaana payi rakh dae
Ik dusre nu karke shudayi rakh dae 🤣😅

3am Thoughts

dead people

recive more flowers

 than living ones

Because regret is

 stronger than gratitude

 -Anne Frank

My mother is controlling and emotionally unavailable. She first kicked me out of her house then my grandmother"s.
I have had enough. I have finally let her go.
I will move back in with my grandmother despite her. My grandmother has a bad knee.
I just feel guilty after all these years of her emotional abuse and using guilt and money to control me.
She is still going to pay me as thier is a divorce agreement.
I am one month away from being fincially independent. She paid half of my varsity and meds etc. But uses all this to control me. Sometimes i find myself acting like her. I am trying to work on that. I just feel guilty.
She has a history of alcoholism and depression as well as attempted suicide.

Emotional Abuse

My dad is the worst person I know. The scum of the earth kind. He is an abusive man who does not deserve a wife or kids. I am torn between showing him his place or not bursting his bubble and letting him live out his remaining years. 


Family

It's evening here , any better combination than coffee and lo-fi music plus cigarettes??

Music

How people learn so much in such less time like I was watching resume of people.
They have written so many programming language. Here I am 🥲 with only 1 or 2 languages... It's giving me constant pressure to be perfect job material person. I will graduate in 2023 (bsc) i will go for msc btw

Anyone upto talk, please?

Lonely

I feel like a bag of shit. in less than 48 hours i will meet up with my mother. she is sociopath and I ran away form her to my dad.

Teenagers

Buckle up everybody, I have a lot to let go.
So basically I'm really depressed. I'm 20 years old with really bad anxiety and absolutely nothing going on in my life. I live with my parents and I'm not currently in school. I have no friends or any kind of social life. I have no goals or any idea what I want to do with my life. All I do is work at a retail job I can't stand. I thought life would get better when I got out of high school, and for a while it slowly was, then the pandemic hit and completely undid all of the progress I made in managing my anxiety. I haven't had anyone I would call a close friend in since I was 12, and I have absolutely no experience dating or even really interacting with guys. I feel like I'm going to be alone forever.
Sorry for the negativity, I just don't have anyone I can talk to.
  

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