Aswin🦋❤️

ANKIT

Rocky 

tanmay 

uday

eeloo peeloo

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Arihant Saini

Kitaben padhney wala nerd nahi hoon, really felt that line😬

Motherhood

Mann kar rha hai to die and just end all the sufferings but himmat nhi ho rhi. Why am I not being able to take the extreme step? Kyu aise suffer kar rhi hu. Life is only going to get more tougher with time.

3am Thoughts

She: I need someone like you but not you
He: Ye kaunsa zone hain
She: For example zone 😜
(Don't take it seriously. Just for fun) 

I think I don't feel emotion. I mean to say, I feel happy and low but I don't feel bad aur pain, Even tomorrow if my life turns upside down, I am not going to feel bad about that. I believe jaise ab tk manage krte aaya waise manage krlunga, don't have much expectations from anyone or anything. Kuch smj ni aata aisa feel krna sahi h ya ni. Khud pe vishwas rkhna achi baat h lekin thoda toh dar ya pain toh hona chahiye na!?

'Relax yr'
'thoda life ko easy liya kar'
'get out of your comfort zone'
' me to kheta hu khush rha karo'
'koi stress h hi nai, kyu lete ho'
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All these statements do not help people suffering from mental health problems.
Be aware... Be more compassionate.
#talktosolve.
#psychiatristinsight

Affirmations

Yr muzha bhot zada horny feel hora h masterbate karney k Maan kar h avi but Krna nhi chahata klcause baad me week feel karta hu but kahi na khi zo ye addiction h automatically camand de rha h body ko filahal bacha huva hu I am control bbit need motivation for this 😭

Sexual Health

kuch toh tha humare beech pata nahi kya! naam nahi diya ja sakta lekin jo tha sacha tha. apne sabdo ko lafzoon mein baya karna mushkil hai lekin duniya dari bhulakar uske baare mein sochna utna hi asaan. kya hai ye dosti? ab itni toh samajh aa gya hai ki sirf dosti toh nahi hai ye. uske saath safe and secure feel krna, health ki chinta nahi krna, kuch bhi bolne se pehle uska samajh jana, baat baat pe "pagal hai" ye kehna. 1 saal ho gye kabhi humne normal baate nahi ki, haar time nok jhok wali larai. ha ek baat pe hum serious the, "apne tutte dil ki baate krte samai". tutta wo bhi tha, tutta main bhi hoon. dono pyaar se koso mil dur jane wale najane kab itne paas aa gye pata hi nahi chala. 1 saal se jante hai kabhi realisation hi nahi hua ki itna kuch ho sakta hai humare beech. ha express kisine nahi kya lekin kuch toh tha. ab jaha iss feeling ko aane ki izzat di isko accept aur shambhalne bhi samai lagega na! dono ne bharosa jo khoya tha, jo sabse badi cheez hoti hai rishte mein. humne ek dusre ko apne apne haal mein chor diya hai! shayad kabhi kismat ne chaha toh ek honge warna zindegi hai chalti toh rahegi.

Relationships

#2dec 22...7:20 pm
Today I think it's the last day I'll be talking to p's family if there's any chance
I'll ask his sister.... 
Kya koi midway possible h in chizo m.... Strict and traditional way of living.... If you talk to them for me
After all samay k sath insan thoda badalta to h na
Change is the only thing that's permanent in this univ. 
If she declines of course itll break my heart.... But in long run it's good for me so i detach soon💔

I am feeling sad inside because of mere aaj back me moch aagyi hai
Jiski vajah se hum uth bhi nhi pa rahe the mene mummy ok bataya toh unnhone dhyan nhi nahi diya bola ki kuchh laga lo dava mene pain medicine toh sari khatam hogya tha toh mummy ko bola ki pain medicine khatam hogya hai toh muj par hi chilla diya ki mujhe nahi pata  or yahi ek or baat evening me hua tha evening main uthi main mummy boli uth ja
toh mene bola aubhi back me bhut dard ho raha hai , toh mummy ne mujhe Abuse Kiya ,
yeh bhi kha ki kaam mein nahi karna chahati , बहाना बना रही है ,
or mere  bhai ko bol rehi hai ki tumhari bhen ke bhut dard ho raha hai , aisee bol rahi thi innko koi care nahi hain meri , yeh bol rehi hai ki bechari ke bhut dard ho raha hai " 
mujhe aubhi garam Pani ki bottle Kam chala rehi hu kyuki koi pain medicine nahi hai or meri mummy sach me care nahi hain unnko lagta ki main natak kar rehi hain bas voh bol rehi hai ki tu aapne art ka order kab keregi matlab I know ki financial condition theek nahi hai but fir bhi meri mummy ko paise ki bhukh hai or kuch nahi . 

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