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College

I just moved to another city for college, I couldn't find myself engaging with ppl here, they are different, actually, they are really bad.
all my day went with 4 walls and silence.
Before that I lived with my family, I used to be alone in my room all day, but when I felt I need to hear or see someone I will find them. but now I really can't feel it again
I have no friends, no place to go.
it's not my first time, but it still hurt like it is.

I learnt something new today which I think is worth sharing.
" we all have 'leftovers' from the past. It doesn't matter what your 'leftovers' are, it only matters what meal you are willing to make with them." 

Mental Wellbeing

How do I move on from ex ,  break up happened 9 months ago   still I feel for him but he is moved on and never looked back once, 

3am Thoughts

Jaane kon tu hai meri behna.
Jaanu yeh magar.
Jaha jau mei karu mei waha tera hi zikar.


Relationships

Dear ex best friend
with me losing you,

I also lost the one  

* who was able to detect my bad mood and change it to good, in no time.
*who would be ears,
whenever I needed to be heard.
*who,my empty heart would look for,
whenever it needed a refill of love.
*who would dial me out,
in the middle of the night,
just to cry over the picture 
her crush posted with some other girl.
*who would save a seat for me in class.
*who would lend me her hotspot, charger, earphones, hoodies, sneakers and her immense support and understanding.

*who would share her ott platforms’s subscription with me.


 Dear ex best friend,
Losing you was never easy for me because losing you straight away meant,
I no more have you,
to get my snacks, stuff, pain and securities stolen away from me.

Loss

Where's all telugu people.!? There used to be lot of them here.. 

Unara andi avar ana!? 

Confusion

Is the following happened to anyone:

She will complain when you hang out with your friends(including girls) and enjoy life. Then again she will do the same and yet justify it with arguments and blame on trust issues!?.. 

I can hear those breaths by consuming so many pains inside....!! ✨

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