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Clearing my entrance is really important to me. If I’m not able to enter in it I’ll legit have a worst life. M not able to sit and study for longer hours. I even scored 98% in my 12 th grade still m not satisfied coz I was not praised for it instead was told to prepare for entrance. The entrance is tough more than a bulk of students appear for it and the seats available are only 100 . M stressed. I don’t have a tution through which I can prepare for that entrance. I study on my own. If m not able to clear that entrance my mother will taunt me. Even if I try to forget I’ll be constantly reminded of my failure. I know it better that if m not able to clear the entrance what sort of life awaits for me after that. I’ll be sent to a cheap college and after 4-5 yrs I’ll be married to the boy whom my parents select I’ll have to bear his children irrespective of what dreams I have. I have a friend who a literally extremely rich. She keeps crying for my marks but the thing is that she doesn’t have to bear that pressure that I have to go through. She says that she isn’t beautiful, but the thing is that she is really beautiful and with such a beauty and money she’ll definitely get a good life and marks have no role to play in her life. I wish that I was also born in a rich family but life has never been fair to me.
Sad as hell…

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chill
work hard
if u not make it there are other options as well
explain to ur parents that how the society is now a days
i am sure they will understand and help u out. speak up for ur self.they will of course help u out.there is no one to judge u if u not clear that entrance exam.
life is beyond beautiful and trust me life is fair to everyone, because we made it.
ik i might sound a bit cringy and obvious(ok way too obvious),but just giving it a try.
there are both sides to a coin. ur friend might also look at u the same way u look at her. so chill u will make it👍👍

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I don’t have any other options. I’ll die internally if I don’t get admission to the Institute in which I want to. There’s this my cousin with whom m constantly compared to. m surrounded by such adverse situation from all angles.
BTW thanks for the support💪. M surely gonna make it. I’ll give my best rest is my destiny.