Childhood se abhi tak galat fehmi me tha , soch rha tha mai bhi mere as pas ke friends jesa hi rich family or atleast waha se belong karta hu jaha pr kuchh bhi le ya afford kar sakta hu, koi bhi profession choose kar sakta hu …🤣…ab aukat pata chali hai , ki kyu bachpan me kabhi toy nhi kharida …kehte the axche bacche toy se nhi khelte, bachpan me hi khud se gussa hokr kasam khayi thi maa bap ke paise kharch nhi karunga kyunki agr kuch afford hi nhi kar sakta to jhuti bat bol kr manaya hi kyu , kyu bakiyo ki tarah mujhe wo nhi mila jiska sapna dekha tha kehte the isse bhi acha dilayenge🤣…yrr ek bar bta hi dete meri aukat , kam se kam sapne to na dekhta…pta hota to apni hadd me sapne dekhta…kuchh logo se influence na hota…mtlb aj 1-2 saal cincerly padh kr 600/720 lao or govt seat na mile to mai kabil nhi hu…lekin wahi agr dusta 150/720 laye or uska bap ameer hai to wo kabil hai…👏…agr bike na afford kr pao bus me school/college jate ho then u’re not cool but agr bap ne R15 dilai hai then u’re cool👏…agr rat bhar pad kr zindagi nikal Rhi hai to tum kitabi kide, but rat me party jate ho to tum social and fun guy👏… friends ke sath trip jate ho to you’re good friends, lekin trip chodo… paise na hone ki wajah dil me rakh kr sabse dosti na rakho to tum rude ho and not social 👏… emotion daba dabakr pretend karo to ajeeb ho lekin baap ki ameera dikha kr showoff kro to tum smart 👏…
Seriously paiso se jitni nafrat mujhe hai utni shayd hi kisi ko hogi…meri family kehti hai ki mai pagal hu jo student hokr kharch nhi karta shopping nhi karta …2018 me last shopping ki thi…12th class me aj ka realisation hota to wo bhi nhi krta…aj sab kehte hai tu chup kyu rehta hai , kahi bahar kyu nhi jata, kisi se bat kyu nhi karta , tera koi frnd kyu nhi hai, tu Life enjoy kyu nhi krta, hamesha gusse me kyu rehta hai hasta kyu nhi…i mean SERIOUSLY?? Idhar himmat nhi hai kisi ki ankh me ankh dal ke bat kr saku… parent ko sar utha kr nhi dekh sakta, bcoz jo sapna dekha wo pura nhi kr paya ek looser se kya hi ummed karoge tum…
Sampada F. @sampada_foteda...
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