Change your thoughts, and you change your destiny
#psychiatristinsights

3am Thoughts

“You want praise from people who kick themselves every fifteen minutes, the approval of people who despise themselves.”

I realised that I don't want girls to like just any aspect of me. I want them to like me for who I am, which is very unfortunate because things don't work that way for me. I put the name of the University I'm studying at in my dating profile. I got 5 matches over 3 days; I bet I would've gotten way more if I wasn't so selective about the swipes. But talking to them didn't feel good. So I just unmatched.

Perhaps I am entitled for wanting people to like me. It's not just an expectation you have if you continue to have it even after realising it won't do you any good, perhaps. 

Depression

Khyal aaya ki
Tum baarish me girti bunde priye 
Or tumhe chuye bina hum kaise jiye 
#shayari #just4fun

Poetry

Koi shakh karai meri mohabbat pe b 
Humnai unsai mohabbat ki jinsai  3 saal mai mile b nai.

Dhundo to sukoon khud me hai
Dusro me to bas uljane milagi!!

Stay with yourselves, stay happy, stay safe
I know things are not falling at their place, but soon they will.
Keep going.

Relationships

Bade ache lagte hai 
Ye dharthi...ye nadiya...ye rehna....aur tum...

Music

Why is it normal for women to open up but not for men ? 
( Ik all gonna say , men should open up too but somewhere its still a thing that they should not )

Today I'm feeling so down. I know I'm killing myself internally. But, i don't know how to cope up with it. I'm comparing myself with others and falling down. Whenever work is not assigned to me all negative thoughts are consuming me. anxiety, fear leading me to fall down more.  I'm feeling like Im useless, not a talented person. Sometimes when pain is more I feel like erasing my existence from this world. It is just a thought I know because im not that much brave. All my dreams looking like crashing down in front of me. My whole future/ career is looking like a question mark to me.  I don't know when i became like this. where it went wrong.

Just want these hard days to pass. 

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