Change is inevitable. You can't change the world but you can change yourself. 

Other

Morning with a mug of tea & doing something which is effective for myself ❣️☘️🙏

Life

EXHAUSTED
I am not at feeling positive, I feel like I should leave everything and go anywhere where no one can reach out to me for years and years...


Failure

I really really miss my grandma. I haven't seen her ever since November and I haven't visited her for a very long time :((. My Dad was the one who kept on visiting her house and I was always not available to go with him bc school has been flooding me with homework and there are like 6 homeworks that are needed to be done everyday. A while ago, my dad told me that when he visited my grandma, she kept on asking when I will come and visit her :(((, I feel really really guilty and bad bc I have never visited her and knowing that she is waiting for me every single day to visit her hurts my heart :((. I really hope that I will be able to be free from school and visit her everyday if I have to. Just thinking Abt it make me cry so much :((. I love love love my grandma and I really want to hug her right now :(((

The world is deprived of beauty. 

No matter what you do today, 

include beauty in every action that you do. 

Move towards beauty. 

3am Thoughts

I wish my whole life is a dream

Delusion

A serious question. My father constantly keeps on cheating on my mother. He has extra marital affairs with random people. Few months back I had confronted everything and infact the whole family was involved. The matter was so much heated that he wanted to divorce my mother. He had even said severe things about me which any child wouldn't want to hear. Somehow things got cooled with time and I had decided to forget everything. Things were going normal. Yesterday suddenly I found out that he never stopped doing the things that he was doing. He had never tried to change. Inspite of knowing everything I decided to not say anything to not disturb the family's peace. Though I was shattered within. Today he again started his ill behaviour with my mother. Too much of verbal abuse. He can't abuse physically since he stays out of town. I couldn't control my anger and bursted at my father. Specially because my mother had no fault in the incident. Though I didn't pull up the things that I got to know about him but I took a solid stand for my mother. We had an heated argument. Now I am just lost into my thoughts. Is it justified for a man to have external relationships if he lives away from family? Is it right for a man to constantly make his partner feel inferior? Is it right for a husband to frequently verbally abuse his wife? Why is it that when the man abuses it's tolerable but when his wife abuses in return it's considered a sin? These thoughts have not only affected me mentally but have been also changing my view towards the society and relationship. I started to have severe trust issues and a fear towards getting into a relationship.

Family

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