Can you tell me one thing wrong about me which I can work on or improve about myself?

Depression

Is there any cure for my hair loss???

Alopecia

I wanna rip my eyeballs out of my eye sockets and put them on a stick and roast them like marshmallows.


Thats how I feel.¡ 11111111111111

Self Harm

I love the feeling when i talk to you, there's this unreasonable smile on my face while reading and typing a message for you.
i feel like there no filter between us.
we are just like a free soul who can share everything that comes to your mind first.

Love

I really really miss you, my beloved, Meredith ￼

anyone up for casual chat i am bore af

Hey, guy here! How's everyone doing? I hope you are doing your best :)
I've seen lot of people here expressing how they feel and what they've been through. I'd like to ask something to everyone. There are lot of people who went through similar or maybe worst than the others. Instead of expressing try to have a conversation with other people, you might think you're not ready for it but if you think it that way then you're never ready. Instead of trying to fix everything by yourself, help others get fixed and I hope you get the same treatment from them. Nothing is better than filling eachother's voids and then to start a new chapter. It's just an opinion or suggestion fellas.

Have a blessed and wonderful day!

I feel depressed and confused.  A guy I've been friends w and rekindled our relationship 3 yrs ago blocked me 7 months ago bc he got a random girl pregnant. So it went to texting everyday and seeing him off and on in person (he lives 3 hrs away) to being blocked bc i blew up at him. It killed me. He called me yesterday and talked for an hour to chat about his issues w life oh and to tell me that during this summer he started dating his neighbor and its the only good thing that came out of 2020. I was speechless and he tells me he missed our friendship and he feels like we could tell each each other anything and doesn't want to change that. I told him to basically f off. But it hurts so bad. In April he told me he loved me and we were in constant communication and now this??? Why would he call to tell me this crap and then he got mad when I told him to f off. I'm so upset and I think about him so much. Any men out there that can help me with this? Why did he all of a sudden call to talk like we used to and then say oh BTW my new gf is great but I really miss our friendship and how can u just walk away from it?   I'm so confused!

Relationships

I had really low grades in my last 3 exams, especially in math. I used to get 2 questions wrong out of 20 questions but now... I can’t even get half of them right. This only happens in exams though, not when I am just studying. When the exam starts, I suddenly get stressed and solve random equations and questions without sorting them out, Even when I am able to solve it, I make some dumb mistakes and after not being able to solve the question even when I could, I skip that question and try to solve another one and whoa, there is not enough time for me to go and solve that question again. So, when the exam ends, I try to solve it again out of curiosity and find out that if I gave more attention and read some things right, it would take seconds for me to solve that problem. Even after solving all of them, some of my answers are still wrong because I didn’t give enough attentin, or simply didn’t notice some things. You may say, this is not important, grades aren’t important, they don’t affect your worth, etc. But in my country, they do. If you are wondering, just check the Turkish LGS 2021 Maths paper and if you happen to solve one of the hard questions and get it right, then congratulations, you are smarter than a 13 year old kid. Anyway, I always wanted to go to a good high school, one that you have to get 450 points out of 500, which I could have said that would be possible if I keep up my good grades, but I couldn’t. Now I don’t know what to do, I haven’t told my family yet, they still expect me to go to the high school I just talked about, but it is impossible with this grades anyway. This way, I am not going to have a good job when I grow up. I can’t even sleep because I think about this all the time. I don’t want to do things that I used to do. I only want to study, which I can’t do properly because my mentally ill elder sister won’t stop shouting at me and beating me up, she won’t leave me alone since my grandmother died last week. I told my family that my grades have been going down, but I haven’t told them it was this bad and I was messing up every single time. I asked them to find a teacher to guide me spesifically, or send me to a private teaching institution, which they think is unnecesarry. I feel really bad, all my teachers are going to be really mad at me, I don’t even want tonorrow to come. What will I do?

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