Can we have both Career and Love? I think it depends on our expectations from each of them. If we have low expectations then we can be happy with what we have. But, when expectations are quite high from both of them then excelling in either of it doesn't makes you happy or content. Somehow you feel you want best of the both worlds. What are your thoughts?

Right. But prioritising one over other means you somehow end up laging in the other. And what if that doesn't make you feel good. I mean what if someone wants best in the both?

No, it's not about distraction or whether the other person is good or bad. There can be situations where you have to choose either of them. Every relationship demands love/attention/proper communication/ time. Sometimes, I feel when we try to focus on one the other one lags behind, especially, when your career or love is just kicking off 

3am Thoughts

Bass kuch aisahi khatam hogayi humari daastan
Main keh naa paaya, aur wo smjh naa paayi
#justsaying 

A lot of good things happened today: I finally got the shirts that I bargained for the outreach program and so I can finally give the orders to Ms. Kit and Ate Fhaye. While waiting for my friend who gave me the shirts, I saw a small convenient store and found books, I bought two - 'Why wait? But why not wait?', and 'The Carbohydrate Addicts Diet'. Thennnn I found an extremely good ice cream/froyo and it's good plus I had strawberries in it. Anddddd I've got another favourite!!!! The Buko Express at Megamall is soooooooo tasty, I just wish the buko is not toi soft buttt it's still delicious. Lastly, I finally bought pillows. Omggggg I can imagine myself slouching all day HAHAHAHA owwww, I attend the anticipated mass hihi one last, I've only got less than ₱300 on my wallet til the end of the month HAHAHA I still don't want to withdraw and I still thought that I should have 2k but I gave it away anyways small things still matters hehe

Adulting

In this world of n number of people am I the only one who gets hurt but couldn't shout loud and say it's your mistake don't show me as reason.... 

Kushagra from Bareilly?
The og, you there? How are you?

Acquaintance

DAY 2
[of telling my story with this guy until I feel like I’m over him.]
~THE FIRST RED FLAG~
[...] at this point we've been texting non-stop the conversations were full of excitement and fun even when i get second guesses he never let me doubt with his efforts of keeping the conversation going and not boring, one night we were casually chatting and he shared a post with me that talked about a certain topic and said:"i also do treat my girlfriend this way" to which i replied: "did you mean your ex?", "no my girlfriend" he repeated, at this point i was so confused he just told me about his last break up and how it was so rought on him and twisted but then i decided to confront him right away "you said you're single what was that for?" to which he said "my new relationship is a secret i don't know if you can tell but i don't share it on my socials no one knows about it not even my friends, i didn't know if i should've brought it down to you" then i needed to know for how long they have been together he said for 3 months, 'okay now what?' i asked myself, well i just played it cool while i wasn't really feeling it i didn't understand what was in his mind while it was clear that some chemistry was there, and something beyong a friendship was the motive, i understand that my feelings could have been wrong but i always trust my gut feeling it really can rarely be wrong, meanwhile eversince i shifted my intentions and i really started REPLYING to his texts instead of TEXTING/TALKING back, he kind of noticed the change it wasn't a major one but 1 week after i just started being myself i replied to him as if i'm replying to one of my friends, while he kept talking about how perfect his relationship was and how beautiful his girl was; my replies were honestly as cold as ice because i couldn't care less i started replying late lefting him on read and answering coldly (it was all real for me and not a show) BUT he kept texting more and more, he didn't gave up besides the attitude he was receiving which led me to wonder 'why he's still talking to me if he has a girlfriend' shouldn't he just be invested on her completely, i mentioned to him this several times that it does not feel okay for me to text someone who's taken but he just plays it confused and ignore all of it and kept texting as usual.  One morning specifically at 3 AM I got a text from him saying: "I broke up with my girlfriend I'm going crazy I don't know what to do! I need to talk to you"...

Teenagers

Does LDR really exist? Happily ever after?

Love

I feel lonely for most part of my life. It is very hard to explain, but even though I have people around me who care for me, I still feel like I am not loved enough. I guess it comes from my natural desire to seek attention and validation, or maybe because I am really picky with the people I want to hang out with. Maybe my high standards and expectations are the reasons behind why I feel lonely most of the time. It is a very dumb thing to imagine I know, but then again, who cares as long as there is a possibility of it being true! :P 

Morover, I guess I feel lonely also because I have a habbit of going off and getting out of touch when I feel unwanted. That self isolation is a major fuel for overthinking, which in turn forces me to think about why I feel lonely and eventually compare my life to others and then get upset seeing how awesome other people's lives are, at least on the outside! There have been many instances where I know the comparision is pointless and futile, but I can't help it because, well, overthinking :3 I guess the what I am trying to say here is that everything somehow ends up manipulating my mind into thinking that I feel lonely and sad, and that there is nothing I can possibly do to deal with it! So, the best way to cope is to keep myself busy and overburdened so I don't overthink everytime I am out of work!! 

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