Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

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I’m questioning myself if I am the problem because they kept invalidating my feelings. They said it’s all in my mind. I want to consult to a psychologist because I keep hurting myself. I want to divert my thoughts to pain, that’s why I keep doing it. My parents got angry with me because I’m crying. They said just sleep and don’t think about it. My mom slapped me in the face because I didn’t stop crying. I am in deep pain, the company I am in doesn’t care about my mental health

Yes where?

Wherever you are okay

I deactivated my accounts. We can talk here

What has happened that’s making you cry

I have no one to talk to. They are all busy, dont want to bother them

Okay you can share here with me

I’m not happy with my job. My coworker who got pregnant left me her job. I actually made my resignation last october but after I found out that she’s pregnant I decided not to pass my resignation letter. And then she’s almost 2 months absent now

I want to resign because of my mental health. They don’t care about it, they just keep comparing their life to mine. They said they are more miserable. I have problems in work and in my family

Ohhh… she might be maternity leave and I guess it might even take more time. Currently job market is also very down like there are rarely a new jobs… I can understand… just wait for sometime maybe by Feb or March there might be new jobs in the Market… even I am looking for that

If you don’t mind which organisation you are working for can you say that

Yeah, but she said she will come back in January but I’m worried if I tell her that I’m going to resign. It will stress her

Networking company

Corporate

You never know… she can apply for maternity leave… it’s a long leave yaar… so take your time and start prepping for new jobs and then put your papers

My sisters are always mad whenever I ask questions. There are times that I’m sleeping and hear my family talking about me. The worst thing I’ve ever heard was “She can do whatever she wants, if she wants to die, go ahead. I don’t mind” Just started crying when I woke up

Like MLM ?

Yeah I want a job that Im happy and excited to work

Yes

I have cuts on both arms. I don’t feel any pain.

😳😳 it must be hurtful to hear from our family and heartbreaking

Whyyy dude why did you cut

I don’t know why they treated me like that. Maybe because all my sisters are working and I can’t help that much

I want to feel pain. I want to divert my thoughts but i dont feel anything

You are doing what you can… don’t be hard on yourself

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Yes. My youngest sister told me also that I’m the burden in the family because I’m weak

Sent you a request you can accept it

I feel like I’m depress

What makes you so anxious