CAN SOMEBODY FUCKING HEAR ME OUT FUCK THIS SHIT I WANNA RUNAWAY FOR REAL NOW

3am Thoughts

Ayan na drunk text na. 😂😂😂😂

I can't find the right words to say the things that are happening... 

I want to thank me for really trying and staying on the path that sometimes feels so hard but wanting to do so because i deserve to see myself thriving at my absolute best self.

Happy

If you get a chance to change your past would you take that chance or would yoou leave it as it is?

If you would what will you change?

In my case i would change my stream and my choice of coming into a relationship early.

Im bad at taking compliments... but idk i think people compliment the wrong things. Or think it 'nice' i can give example of just how insulting compliments can be, or how naive a compliment can make you seem.        I can be confusing, this i accept, telling me im stupid encourages me to prove to you how confused you are. I can also reason why that is a win-win scenario.. just because i can point out how silly we all are, doesnt mean i hold it againsy everyone. Everyone is hard on themselves when they make a stupid mistake i stead of just remembering how easy it is to make them. Everyone seems to be able to verbalize how everyone isnt perfect, but really take it to hard when imperfections arrise.. if people talk to themselves  the same way they talk about other people.. no wonder ... 

What do I do? 
I have feelings for someone. 
But, I feel scared to talk to them and for them to reject me. 
But, I get anxiety thinking about if someone else takes them for a relationship. 
What do I do? 

Relationships

So many social platforms are there..
On instagram and fb people happily posting the bright side of the story and we getting jealous without knowing behind the scene..
..
..
..but on the other hand , apps like this one people are totally unhappy and unappreciated 
Mostly people posting their problems anonymously..
.and we are using such platforms just not to reveal our identities..
No one seems happy the way pictures of social media shows..


Caregiver

Crying all alone. I wish someone was with me 

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