Can I talk to anyone? (Needa get somethin off my chest bc i have no one to talk to rn...

Happy

*the wound is the place where light enters you*
*Rumi*_

These are for real a powerful quote after being betrayed and heartbroken the way these painful moments have changed me in good way is unbelievable it's more like "light of wisdom" and always you should know *every pain leaves a gift* so never lose hope❤️

3am Thoughts

Just a confession
So today I went for visarjan alone... I didn't planned but I was alone at home and bored so I just went...saw a few ganapati and their rallies all those dhol and Pathak...   Slowly it was getting crowded so I thought of getting back home.... but it was Visarjan time so it literally got crowded people from all sides... that moment accidentally a boy came in front of me. we both were heading in opposite direction... PS opposite direction... and bcoz of the force from the crowd from both side mine and his too... We actually came pretty close like physically close... like my forehead hit his chest we apologised to each with smile but again same thing happened... only a few inches of gap was there between us... and coz of the crowd we couldn't move either... I don't what was that but I kinda felt a warmth passing in my body... my body actually felt bit relaxed... I don't know what I should name that feeling but It was nice one actually... His smile passed a warmth in my heart.... in short I actually felt something which I can't explain and I actually don't know what that was.... whatever it was I won't forget ever.



































Confusion

Anyone up for casual chat?

Best memory with your ex ? 🤍💯🌸 

Love

Dear 2022,
Thankful & Grateful to you!🧿



Affirmations

I just finished my graduation in psychology and sociology bachelor of arts. Now I want to get a job but I'm really confused about what I want to do 
How do i understand what kind of work I want to do? I keep thinking that i need to have a job that is interesting and has a good salary. Where do i find that? 

Career

How can I know that a guy likes me from his expressions?

Crush

I finally realized why I kept calling 911 because I wanted someone to see I was hurting , I wanted someone to listen and  someone to talk to. when I was younger I was afraid of my Mother I hid in a closet and cried , I was forced to lie down and sleep then she even threatened me with a Broom I wanted someone to save me I see those Superhero Marvel movies where the Superhero can tell when their's something wrong or off and at the end of the day the world is safe. Superheros save the world 
  let's pretend that the Cops were the Superheros they never saved me they never got rid of the bad guy which was my Mom. she called me a slut , she put a knife in the door so I couldn't escape but when I did it was 12:00 am in the morning I went outside bare foot or sometimes with socks. me and my Mom got into a fight one time and some people were driving by  my Neighbour's saw me crying and invited me over to their house to talk. when I was at my Grandmas house in Calgary she told me you will never see your mom again even on holidays even though she knew the situation she hurt my feelings I wrote a suicidal letter and went to the hospital I was missing my Mom I wanted to be with her but I couldn't. I defended my Mom to everyone Caseworker's and  my Sister she was a good person but I was wrong she had never changed. I couldn't even make up my mind whether she had changed or not. I threatened to push her down the stairs a long time ago because I hated her she abused my Brother because he didn't get his way but then again my Brother made me have 2 anxiety attacks he hit my Mom in the chest with a sweater , punched my Dad in the face and cut my Dad's finger to the point where it was bleeding. he threatened to kill my Mom he said he would push her down the stairs , he said at the dinner table that he was going to stab and kill us and he again threatened to kill me and was actually going to grab a knife out of the drawer until I closed it shut. the staff at his group home didn't tell us he tried to cut his arm with glass because he was overwhelmed. she won't even press charges she says I can protect myself he even made her cry. he said that if he get's back into the group home van with the guy staff he would take the wheel punch him in the face and kill him.
 

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