Can anyone tell me one thing is marine engineer in shipyard, they stay for 6 months journey continuously ok. Are they really not allow to take their mobile phone with them. As my partner he says so and he only contact me through video call from hangout. And sometime response to me after 1 or 2 days. Does it mean he is ghosting me or due to his work? Is really nowadays not allowed to take mobile phone with them. This is really bothering me lately. How to trust his word?

Stress

He compared me to his ex, I hate that. I hate it in general when people compare to other people. It reminds me of them, how nothing I do I really good enough and how I can always be as good this person and that person. But this time, Kai said it like I’m a terrible person. I asked how and he hasn’t spoken to me since. Alcohol has been my best friend since, I miss him. And I think I love him, he told me he loves me, but if you really love someone would you ignore them? I’m not entirely sure, my parents love was harsh and sometimes cruel, they said they loved me tho. I don’t know what to feel, I’m not going to beg for his attention, but gosh I just miss having someone to talk to. I wish he would tell me why he did that. Did I do something wrong? And if so what? 

Breakup

Hi, I am Blue. I am new here. And I felt like in need to pour my feelings out. I am deeply in love with this one guy. He came out recently that he is a bisexual. I know I am happy that he was able to step out and celebrate himself, but it shattered me that maybe I am not someone he will like for. He is attractive, anyone who will lay eyes on him will probably be pulled. And in this rainy night of October 20,  2021 at 12 midnight, I was watching Sex Education where Otis confessed to Maeve. And I was deeply attached to the Scene because  I have a lot of words left unsaid for him. We are friends but he knows I am in love with him. And he is showing he does not care nor likes me. There were no hints of reciprocation. I really wanted him to like me back. But I cannot please people. And loving someone doesn't come with hoping for them to like you back. And I have been dealing a lot of issues lately that swallowed myself. From my identity, my family, school, my real life background, home, friends, self issues, mental health and a lot more. And I have this feeling in my core that if only he'll come to me and find me in the lost that I am in. I felt like everything could be partly solved. I wanted him to want me. And the more he is ignoring me, the more I felt like I want to be alone my whole life and not want to be in any forms of relationship anymore. 

Love, Blue. 

Love

Me and my boyfriend of 2 and half years broke up yesterday. He was my best friend, my boyfriend. I don’t know how to move on. I’m stuck , I feel lost. I have no one to talk to. I’m crying since yesterday non stop. Idk why it happened. I just want him back. I miss him. I just want to sleep today and not wake up.


I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. We were together from last 6 years. We wanted to marry each other but my parents are not happy with this decision of mine. So we decided to break up because we both don't want to hurt our parents. Since we are not together I feel like I'm dying. I can't bear this 

He said he'll do anything to make this plan work, he'll manage everything he just want to see me anyhow, and if this isn't love idk what is. He's too good for this world, I just feel bad that what all he had to go through, I don't want to be a burden on him, he says I'm never a burden on him. I love him so much, I want to see him happy anyhow, I never felt this way for anyone and no one ever gave me such a high importance in their life, it felt so unreal but I'm so happy he's mine and will always be *touchwood*. There's nothing I could ever ask for, he's more than what I ever deserved. I want to give him more than what he deserve, I always try my best to make him feel special, he's a hardworking guy, he works all day and is devoted towards his work and family. I've been a bad girlfriend to him, I love him more than myself but I have anger issues and when I'm frustrated I vent it out on him and it's just too evil of me, I need to understand him in every possible ways. Due to certain past issues and other problems my behavior is this way but still he understands me calms me down, spread good and positive vibes on me and assures me on everything, it's really beautiful. I'm working on myself, to make myself the best person for him and be his peace, what he does for me is a lot more than I or anyone can imagine, it's just so unconditional. I'm never letting go him at any cost, he's just too beautiful.

Long Distance Relationship

There is this guy that I see every 2 days and I love him so much. He stared at me twice and everytime I go to where he works, he stares at me. I understand that he can’t speak to me because he’s at work but I really want to talk to him and I don’t know what to do.

I had just ended a relationship that i was in for three years and it hurts ya know. i didnt mean to hurt him but i didnt like how he was telling me that he was going to marry me. I am 16 yo and in high school. It's a long shot but i keep wondering if i did the right thing. i hate myself for breaking his heart.

I was ditched by my ex bf last year. I was deeply in love with him. The start was great between us, we used to talk for hours same college, same section, friend circle everything was going great. What I didn't know was his past. He lied to me that he never was in a relationship to anyone before me, a girl which he claimed to be his best friend was actually his ex. After 6 months of dating he ran back to her, dumping me. I was so broken at that time, I literally begged him to don't leave me, stay with me! I called him daily, so just he would atleast tell me what wrong have I done???! But he was super rude to me, few days later after leaving me he texted me saying sorry, let's fix everything! And I said, yes (cause I really want to be with him). The next day I got to know that his ex has dumped him for another guy. And he just needed someone(I was that someone :)). He was hospitalized because of this. And he promised me he won't do such things again. Few days after his recovery he started talking to his old friend. He didn't pick up my calls as he was busy talking to her. He said, "I'm giving you assurity I'll make things right"!
He insulted me many times, did some worse things I would never do to him. And again he said wait I'll be right back, watching a movie will call you later!!! And when I called him, his phone was busy, he talks to that girl every single night...and when I say let's talk tonight he says, I'm busy, have to sleep early...but still wants to be in a relationship with me!
I just don't know how to trust people anymore! He meant the world to me. 
It's been 2 years together. I wanted it forever, but I can't stand a liar!
I just want to get over him super soon!

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