Cam back to Now and Me after a long period. Seems like it has emerged to be like other social media, it's good that it is evolving but the older element of this platform is lost (i feel).

it's an app mostly used for discussing mental health issues
or issues which you can't talk about to anyone openly
I guess 

Now&Me Feedback

Yrrrrr I'm feeling dam alone wanna share so much with someone but i have no one with whom I can share things!!! I feel i not a priority to any one I'm just a option for everyone whenever people need something from me they will text me or call me but whenever I need someone to share something there would be no one 😭😖

3am Thoughts

Hey Now&Me buddies! Hope you all are conquering your struggles well.... I'm 18(F). Looking for genuine and platonic friendships. Wanna connect? 

Friends

feeling soo soo alone and left out since my friends have moved to diff cities for college >_<

FOMO

Its been months me and my girlfriend is not getting time to talk properly and because of this there are problems i see like not wanting to talk or not talking properly because the other person is busy 

Anxiety

Restraining yourself from texting someone with whom you wanna talk so bad is really really such a difficult situation 

Past one year of mine has been pathetic where i have tried to please a narcissist personality and i was being manipulated, i didnt realized it , they are too good in telling lies so its not easy to crack them , plus they are pro in rotating the conversation’s. It was my mistake also that i didnt saw the actions i only trusted words which were full of fakeness and lies.

Narcissists never share several things, and the number one thing would be the truth. Every decision, word, or thought that is made is initiated with a lie when dealing with someone who has NPD narcissistic personality disorder. They never share their true intentions, and what they're truly capable of doing to their victims. They don't want you to know they are only in it for themselves. They won’t never share that they intentionally seek out innocent, vulnerable, empathic, generous, or kind people because doing so makes them feel important. They never share that they dehumanize their victims by leaving them traumatized and paralyzed by their shocking nefarious behavior. Of course, if they’re cheating on you, they won’t share that information, and when you confront them, you will be met with denial, and devaluation. They never share that they don't play fair and will throw a curb ball your way when you least expect it. Sometimes, your brain won’t be able to catch up with their lies, manipulation, and abuse.

Now let’s dive a little deeper:

Some do not share their past, and if they do, they only share what they choose to want you know for the sake of sympathy or to manipulate you. They never share that they really want to know what really hurts you so they can use that against you in every possible way. They hate sharing things such as money, food, their car, comfort, time, genuine affection, honesty, deep rational conversations, good news, family, friends, children, need to know information, and anything that will benefit them. Though, they demand and expect you to share those very things with them. They never openly admit to their authentic inner feelings such as feeling insecure, miserable, sad, lonely, and broken. They will never share that there is a significant and profound fear of abandonment residing at the core of their inner psyche. They will never share that they don’t want you, but they need you. They will never share that they hate being alone and feeling unloved or unwanted, which explains their constant appetite for something that cannot be satisfied. They will never share that they’re sensitive, needy, and do not like being criticized. Most narcissists won’t admit that they’re jealous of you, because of your sense of normalcy, which drives them to creating chaos, confusion, and drama. Some will never share that they have sold their soul to the devil. Lastly, they will never share their deepest darkest secrets with you. May you know the signs, may you protect your mental-emotional health, and may you not be a victim of narcissistic abuse.



Adulting

Afraid from happiness linger inside me
Mind traumatised, heart bleeding bruised
A question i ask on loop ...
Why must I suffer the misery? 
Why must I suffer the misery???

Depression

Heyy there.. Can you drop your fav playlist :) 

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